our private drive

2009-03-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

happy 19th bday belle. :)
may all your wishes would come true.
even if some may take some time to be true :P right? *wink

thank you!

2009-02-25T09:51:00.002+08:00

Hey there arine and belle (:
oh and others who wished

thanks a lot. I had a great time that day. and i'm a whole chunk of 19 years now. wow. haha have a great time studying. I now you can lah. wee!

love,
qyna

ready to let go :-]

2009-02-19T03:56:00.003+08:00

no further details .i don't wanna talk about it now. bottom:just bits and parts of one of the poem in sex and the city. love it.

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all .... No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men ....- Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

love,belle

Happy Birthday Qyna!! ^_^

2009-02-14T12:59:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY QYNA!!! ^_^

may you be blessed with happiness and success. stay you :)

arine

just chill out and have fun okay my dear. happy valentine's day as well.

love you lots, belle

to ray (i hope you're reading this)

2009-01-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

dear abg ray I WANT MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

i love you (:

sundays

2009-01-25T14:48:00.003+08:00

it's a sunday. i remembered how i used to hate sundays. ironically, now i love sundays. and i wonder where the period of transition started of. it's been the 2nd year now, and i think im healing. i think im starting to enjoy whats around me, and learn to ignore things that bothers me. i think i am content, but im not hostile to changes. i think i am able to accept some things that i just cant change now. and it doesnt hurt like it used to. i think it doesnt hurt me at all the way it used to. i think when that person says "i deserve better" i think i believe in that person now. and i think i should move on. i think it's not wrong to do something stupid once in a while. i find no sin in getting crazy and laughing a lot now. but i think im not getting rid of the memories. ill just keep it where it can speak to me again in the way only i know. through that notes playing in many different tunes, each telling me my own story. i think im afraid of the path i am going to choose. but i think im gonna be okay. i think i shouldnt let anything ruin me at all. and become complietely invincible. can i? i dont know. but i think im gonna try.

nightie crappie

2009-01-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

i tried to sleep. guess i couldnt. maybe because this mind is full of unresolved questions. i dont know. i tried to recall today. but my mp4 irritates me. cant blame it. no radio station could put a song that i really wanted to hear anyway. so i switched to my collection of songs. i stopped at "fall for you". why? i dont know. maybe because of what the song reminds me of. maybe because of this particular sentence. "talk is cheap" maybe. maybe because i just like secondhand serenade's songs. i got a whole lot of their songs in my mp4 anyway. and i like "awake" best. i wonder why i love hearing songs so much. maybe because some lines just connects to me. but lately i think, the songs i hear just speaks for me things i want to express but i never succeed in doing. like "walking disaster" by sum 41 and "hands down" by dashboard confessional. maybe some bits of "thinking of you" by katy perry. and this nasyid song by raihan, "sesungguhnya".
i tried recalling today again. it's like watching some low quality pirated dvds. some parts are slowed down as if i dont want it to end, some parts just pass by as fast as light. its my memory. i guess i put it the way i want it. even if i dont realize it. dinner was fast and slow. slow because all the food i love are laid on the table. why fast? cause while i was eating, i was wondering if the two people in front of me could see through my eyes and tell what im really feeling. it makes me a bad person i think. and i dont want to be bad. but im not perfect too. i get angry too. i have feelings too. and coming back because i have to is very different from if i want to. and when the two people started to find faults in each other, and started finding faults in the other people on the table, it frustrated me in a way. i thought they could read me like a book. but maybe im this book that is full of wordsworth's poetry, especially poems like "nutting" that they dont get me anymore, they just have vague ideas about me.
i tried to shift to another portion of today. a person i thought will never talk to me said hello to me randomly today. and i guess i was too surprised to actually respond appropriately. but since the first time i saw her i think she's unpredictable. yet i admire her for her boldness, to just show herself without worrying of what other people think. thats one thing i can never do. "i know what it feels like to be afraid to show who you are" sam montgomery said in "A Cinderella Story". haha. watched it with belle while waiting for bapak to come pick me up today. i remembered saying how the movie is such a fairy tale, it'll never happen in reality. but i wonder why i always watch this movie, the way i keep watching that peter pan movie. i dont know.
christina and i won because our prediction was right over belle's and shen's. i remembered looking at the person speaking and how that person reminds me of another person who likes the song my mp4's playing now, the song "Home" by Daughtry. if i ever have a wish, maybe id wish that i could say three words. im really sorry. haha, whatever. im writing craps.
and as my sleepy head is crawling back in, i should just mention dayang. dayang's finally chose the male cat for her, dewa. haha. she's so fat now, and not exactly a cat you consider polite. but of all, i really feel sorry for comel. he's getting old now. real old. we tried helping him with his ulcer problem, but he's too old to do anything. he's such a brave cat. i dont care if he's smelly now, but he's still the macho-est cat in the world. :D i remembered that rabbit luqman showed me. theyre so fragile and cute. maybe we'd start keeping rabbits one day. :)
and bapak showed me an article about israel today. why theyre way ahead when the ratio of muslims and jews are like 1: 100+ . i wonder what it feels like to be at Gaza this moment. i think theyre really tough. i dont know if id ever survive such circumstances. and bapak talks about studying hard that one day, maybe, just maybe, we could have the power to be able to influence the course of events in the world. its the knowledge, he says. it comes with power. and with power comes responsibility. and we are responsible of each other.
and i think im gonna sleep with sami yusuf's song reminding me of where i belong.
i free u from my night time craps :p

10.5 anniversary

2009-01-23T18:31:00.009+08:00

art of candles

belle and arine

adina-varsh-belle

belle shen arine

10.5vers

christina and darsh's back

10.5vers

the perfect couple! hahaha. kidding2 belle..jgn marah :D memain je

the "fall for you" performance

varsh and su chan

the point fivers-10.5 and 11.5

my fave pic. the 100 million dollar smile picture!!

10.5vers

me-belle-shen by the banner amanda did ^_^

yeah.yeah. me..really matching the decorations

shen, amanda, arine. behold the new member of L7

oops. i forgot his name. arine,how could you frgt?his name is syaz!but i know he's really good at playing the keyboard.

10.5 anniversary. one of the craziest night i ever experienced in kyuem. quoting belle, "we were really high" haha. i didnt remember laughing that much for a long time since this anniversary. i like the part where i get to eat a whole lot of lasagna cause the people sitting at my table didnt really eat much :D and belle was extra evil that night. hehe. suke hati je aku kutuk ko kat blog kan belle? :p and yeah we had a great laugh when shen thought that orde kosmos in the invitation card was the theme instead of the venue. and ironically my sweater was all full of stars that night, matching the decoration on the tables and the walls. yeah and belle got an idea of pasting all the decorations all over me. yeah. yeah. i agreed for it in exchange for a LARGE PIZZA :D but i think the 11.5s did a splendid job of organizing the anniversary. it was simple and fun. and there was really good food :) :) and the entertainment was cool too. ^_^ and if it wasnt for amanda, id be going back all the way to the chalet with a big star pasted on my head without me noticing. it was a conspiracy!!! no one said anything..at all!! :p haha. but yeah, it was a great night right? ^_^ cant believe its one year already. and we're reaching the ending..almost. and i guess im saying something i dont think i had in mind one year ago. i think im gonna miss this place, cause its full of all the memories i dont think i wanna forget.

p/s : haha arine.js edit one thing here.sorry for the intrusion.-belle

nine bullets. how many do u shoot?

2009-01-04T20:13:00.005+08:00

do you believe that one person can change another person's life..like in a whole lot of ways? i guess i never believed in TRUST. someone used to tell me that if you have nine bullets to shoot, keep one unused cause that might come in handy. yeah i think i have always believed in that. it kinda makes sense. but what if u never thought u can trust beyond that eight bullets, but suddenly someone came around in the most unrealistic way, from somewhere u least expect at all, and u think u cn trust to about eight and a half bullets? haha. right. whatever im crapping. but i guess what im trying to say is that most of the time, u need to keep one extra bullet unused, just to be safe. but i have an addition. it takes a lot to use all nine. almost impossible if its me. but then when u meet certain ppl u can rely on, u just think that maybe, its not about whether ure safe or not anymore, its about the worthiness of taking the risk of using all nine. and what lies ahead may not be another fairy tale where everything ends up right, may be full of mistakes and may hurt, but u dare to risk cause..thats the missing piece of the puzzle. cause i dont know why? and maybe its just not time to think about it just yet. i think im going to try to change my stubborness in some areas of myself this year, and one day, when ive become that person that i think ive always wanted to be, id tell to tht person, tht i owe u cause u made me see, the sunshine behind that dark clouds. :D that u did a lot for making my nine bullets worth ^_^

new bro-in-law, married big sister. what do u need? *wink

2008-12-29T00:19:00.011+08:00

places suitable enough to cam-whore all u want :)

some degree of "sisterly" accomplishment..=p i owe tht to u 2 hanis! haha. *wink

friends

a cake. cakes..actually :)

hehe..this one is a special..a guy with five wives. hahah. dh lebih quota tu. =p

the adik2 and parents

the fountain

hantaran ^_^

the venue for the reception

sad faces to let the bride go :(

huge family

beautiful welcoming pathway complete with the red carpet ^_^

huge family..again.

real efficient bunge telur managers ^_^

devoted flower girls who are really excited about their jobs =p

and lastly, the bride and the groom :D (they came to the reception on a golf cart btw ^_^) ,

well then, 27.12.2008, kakak officially became someone's wife. haha. yerp. tht sounds really nice, but strange at the same time.:) and with the VERY big family from all sides and also almost one kampung frm bapak's side came ( cz theyre all family), and also UM staff, tkcians, indiana uni, urmm..kakak's friends and it goes on and on and on, u can imagine how a huge place was needed somehow. so it was a golf club. the wedding reception was nice in a way that, kakak n mahir came in a golf cart (that almost couldnt brake) and then they walked down this pathway with flower girls leading, and her adik2 trailing behind the best man and the bridesmaid, across a fountain and to their pelamin, which is really beautiful. and yeah they get abang making a speech of reminiscence of her childhood days, and bapak + mama too. and yeah, kakak's married on the same day my parents' marriage turns 26 years. ^_^ and i guess everything ended good. i know it did. now its all left to mahir's side. :)
and yeah, how could i ever forget this pic? the last all singles pic with kakak :D

selamat pengantin baru kakak. may you be blessed with happiness and loads of kids =p and also maybe a ps for ur wedding gift, so that we can always come and play whenever we come visit u at ur new home. =p haha. why dont ppl give that for weddings? =p

2008-12-26T15:16:00.002+08:00

felt like ure losing yourself? like you dont know yourself anymore sometimes? like u hate what u like, and like what u hate? u become such a disgusting person but people still think ure miss goody two shoes? and u sleep like uve eaten of sleeping pills so that time just pass without u? why does everything seems to be at the edge? like it just needs one thing to push you over and down will you fall. right at the bottom of the valley. sometimes i dont see that light of hope anymore. coz all i see is darkness. and misery. i just want to get away. fast. i quit trying to do everything im supposed to do and make it as if i wanna do all that. i just wanna..let go.

i wonder if u understand

2008-12-25T21:29:00.003+08:00

once upon a time, there was this stranger who was lost in the Sahara desert. every second she was careful, cause she was afraid of whatever you always find in deserts that can kill you. like those scary poisonous snakes...or scorpions that can just kill you with one sting. and the fears can never end, because, they are always everywhere. and they dont warn her if they want to attack. and because she doesnt know a thing about deserts, her mind was only full of insecurity. until one day she stumbled into a spider, that was supposed to scare her to the edges. but somehow it didnt. it just minded its own business building its own web. cause she was desperately lonely, somehow she talked the spider, and it became her friend. her confidante. her hope to just move on and find the way out. and this idea started to plant in her mind, that maybe, just maybe, the creatures that are so-called deadly werent that harmful after all. but then the spider is always a mystery to her, because she knows that the spider doesnt look at the world the way she does. unlike her, the spider seems to take life so smoothly and always stiffen up. the spider always knows how to survive. even if the spider is way smaller than her, it is much stronger.

what if one day the stranger felt that there's no way out to her misery, and everything seems to be at the end. and she starts to hate the person she's becoming? and because she doesnt want that spider to see her that way, she feels like leaving it? what if one day her last drop of water dried and she knows she's going to die anyway but then she doesnt want to die in front of the spider? just somewhere else, not in front of it?

so she stood up and took step by step away from the spider. one step, two steps, three...four....five, six steps, seven. eight, nine...ten. and then she suddenly stops. and she wonders if she would hurt the spider just by leaving like that. but the spider can never tell her if she matters. and if she was going to die, the last thing she would want to do is hurt the spider, in ways she can never imagine. so, she turns back and ran back to it. and there it is, just minding its web as usual. and she sat there and talked to it like nothing really happened. like she never intended to leave it. and she wonders if the spider knows. but like always, its a mystery to her. a complete mystery. and the mystery is the reason she left, and the reason she came back.

and she wonders, if she will stay like this forever?

thinking

2008-12-21T11:15:00.002+08:00

why do people always try to be beautiful? someone told me cause people are amazed with beauty, and beauty are always admired, it makes you different, makes you seen. and there's a whole lot of ways to be beautiful, maybe the way you look, or the way you write or probably your own original music. and she said to me that im asking the wrong question. she said the right question is, if it is worth all the trouble. is it?
then, why do clowns want to appear stupid, funny or even freaky? cause when they do wear all the paintings on their faces, being stupid is legal. they get away doing stupid stuff.
like the way a girl wears a snow white costume in a Disneyland parade and get to skip around singing her songs, she gets away being snow white, talking to animals. she wont if she isnt dressed that way.
so if a girl wears make up, she gets away with doing something too right? but then what do they get away with?

tell me

2008-12-19T22:45:00.004+08:00

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tell me, do you think a person is a mess with all that?

light on-david cook

2008-12-12T11:08:00.003+08:00

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn`t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there`s no point in grieving
Doesn`t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know i`m leaving

Try to leave a light on when i`m gone
Something i rely on to get home
One i can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when i`m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it`s late at night you can look inside
You won`t feel so alone

You know we`ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don`t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that i have ever believed in

Sometimes it feels like we`ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brainYou`ll start my heart again
When i come along

life issues ^_^

2008-12-12T02:05:00.002+08:00

well, here i am. 2.06 am in the morning writing a post. :D haha. just finished taking some superhero test, and i got some unknown superhero called green lantern. :p unidentified.
today i found an interesting phrase-"kedai emas bergerak". haha. used for ppl who wears bling2 stuff :) man, i like tht term. tatau nape.:p right now, im hearing this song "innocent" by avril. one song tht i never get bored of. but i dont really hear it as often as i used to. i dont know, i guess thts why i keep repeating it since just now. ^_^ ever felt tht things just go right all the time, and u dont want those things to change? like the way u knw, u enjoy doing things u do as a kid, and then u have to grow up, and cannot do that anymore? wish peter pan exists sometimes, but yeah, i know its a fairy tale. :) guess sometimes i just dont wanna leave my shell, cz i just love it so much, even if other ppl dont. but out there there's like a lot of other things ready to be experienced too. and it can be done only without that shell. hehe. id miss things being all simple, but life isnt right? i mean, i find happiness in really simple stuff, like watching the rain, or even playing or running under it. or haha, this may be unbelievable, but making the escalators with sensors move when they stop, at the curve. :D or playing stupid game of darts at luqman's room. or watch abang playing jiwang songs, and hearing luqman change the lyrics at the same time. :p but things cant just stay tht way i guess. ^_^ i mean, i cant deny tht im real happy getting like an original mp4 tht has loads of functions and like i have dreams of my own that are not that simple to make them reality. and to have to think of feelings, other ppl's, my own. its like one thing i can never really understand. heh. ive got loads to learn ahead. but for now..i like everything the way it is :) and probably change..id deal with it when it comes.:D

miss Y.O.U

2008-12-12T01:45:00.004+08:00

haha.just a hunch.do i like him?that's the question.do i?

well, this nonsense started today actually. i took a nap and dreamt about someone. someone who'd been gone for a few months now. just a normal dream, nothing fancy, not even close to romantic movies. how i wish it would be. haha. after that not-so-wonderful-adventure but definitely a memorable one, i realised something. one real fact i'd been denying the entire of semester2. i miss this particular person. yes, im admitting to the whole wide world, i miss him a lot. wow! never thought he meant that much to me. i guess he does after all. once i work my a** off to london, maybe i'll visit him at whereheisnow. and as for the big question upthere, i shall get my answer soon but not now. later guys.

love, belle

BNM orientation-Lanai Kijang

2008-12-10T00:57:00.005+08:00

BNM scholars with Dato' Zamani. ^_^

fizerk-belle-arine. lanai kijang, dec 2008. cam-whoring n merayau tengah2 malam :D quoting somebody (*wink to belle) but well our attempt to make a nostalgic pic is spoiled by belle. haha. ^_^

BNM orientation..in the middle of the hols. the time pak leh tells us to write why we were there..i wrote, "like i have a choice?" but then, there were many things beyond my expectations that happened. one thing for sure..single bedroom all to yourself? wo. and the FOOD! Its as if they know what my fave food is. and the activities are all like..new. ^_^ so even if i dont seem interested, i did get a lot from the programme. and i wont define "a lot", its very subjective. *wink. but seriously, i did. even if i gave stupid answers whenever i was asked and besides that, i keep my mouth shut. cause i guess inside, my mind was racing and just defining everything from my own angle. but well, in a way, i was inspired.=D but i wont tell u how cz its in a very peculiar way. haha. okay i think i should get some sleep before i get crazy. night :)

when it rains and u cant watch qurban, we shifted towards cineleisure instead ^_^

2008-12-08T19:02:00.005+08:00

aqil masuk toilet perempuan =D safety measures *wink

4 girls and 1 guy

before karaoke =P

cheaper by the dozen minus one. but kak mizah tngkp gambar, jdk tinggal 10 inside the pic ^_^

raye haji kt rumah tokwan, usually we'd watch korban tepi masjid, than we'd do crazy stuff. last time was futsal. today was MOVIES ^_^ so knowing how empty cineleisure would be at 11 + + am, we headed there, cz it was raining. =D cheaper by the dozen minus one. =P and then karaoke followed ^_^ and of course, thriller movies at rumah tokwan ^_^ haha. thats the way of raye-ing with cucu tokwan. peace =D

roti bakar telur cheese. sedap gler =D

2008-12-07T23:58:00.004+08:00

bought this tshirt with this writing on it today =) found it in FOS, One Utama. but i dunno whts with me and green these days. ^_^ and yeah i tasted this really delicious food today. its called: roti bakar telur cheese =) cn be found only in sri hartamas ^_^

bye2 old furniture..hello IKEA!! ^_^

2008-12-06T20:15:00.003+08:00

dream shopping list. sorry ikea for wasting ur paper. ^_^ luqman nye keje =P

candid =P abang nye keje

this is what happens when we shift rooms. throw all the furnitures that we have been using since like...the time i didnt exist yet..and buy new ones ^_^ *wink*

nostalgic =p

2008-12-05T22:29:00.004+08:00

cant find me there:p not in the pic. its raye last year which i went back early cz i hv extra classes fr spm ^_^. nice huh?

words.its been a while.

2008-12-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

guess it has been a while right? someone used to tell me that if i ask this question "have i changed?" than im being arine. cz i dont wanna change entirely. there's some parts of me that are very stubborn in terms of staying with myself. and theyre not all good. like the fact that i never really keep up to what i say. it rhymes with i cannot be trusted. but theres the good ones too, and that, maybe that id keep it to myself. :) so, like since its been a long time since im filling this up with craps, have to admit, i miss this blog. truth is, seeing how many people reads this blog freaks me out for a sec. it makes me feel a little bit too exposed. thats why, i went away for a break somewhere. i guess. but hey, im back. ^_^
so, like, back to my simple question. have i changed? i dont know either. but things around me do change a lot with the exception of a few. still that same old girl who's a mess, has this talent of dissappointing people, but still looking for some space to learn to let her guard down more frequently and be more open to the world. still wanting to be normal but me, and that is like very hard. still struggling to keep up to identities that are not mine, but yeah, once in a while, break free from it. okay, do i sound like a depressed girl now? cause, honestly i dont intend to make this all-depressing. but i cnt lie to u. im not another sunshine that brightens ppl's day ^_^
hehe. maybe i should shift the subject and not make it me. :) well, there's a tired little brother (who is not that little) --> hey, thats an oxymoron! (i think) lying on my bed, sleeping really soundly, cause his room is dusty, not in order, and his bed is even somewhere else. u knw why? coz kakak's getting married in a few weeks, and yeah, his room and abang's are going to be turned into the new married couple's room, while abang gets the renovated guest room, and luqman takes kakak's room, which is quite near to mine. oh, he just woke up, and went off. =p probably hungry.
and yeah, out of all nights, i dreamt last night of an adventure. its a long time since i get that thrill in my bones when i wake up in the morning. u knw? i dreamt that i got this whole VERY magical diamond in my hands that can change the world. and i had to protect it from, anyone called human. cause in each person, there's this hidden greed, no matter how good they are. but the thing is, im human too, and i have greed too, in me. but the dream didnt really end. so, i have no ending for it. :) glad the imagination is coming back. speaking of dreams, during this bnm orientation in lanai kijang last week, we had to stand up and tell everyone else our dream, what we imagine ourselves to be five years from now. say it in present tense, he says. huhu. that particular session makes me see how unambitious i am :D but to me, thats not bad. some ppl hv big dreams, but some ppl just want everything simple (and thats a big dream too). but yeah, i finally say it out loud of what i really want. :) in five years time, id be seeing most of europe and middle east ! okay, id be satisfied with europe, and one place in the middle east. fine, two. okay, three. but the number three place is so impossible to pass by cz there's wars between jews and muslims there. i know its possible. i think it is. i just need to get a place in a uk university. :) dreams can come true right? if u dream it right.
btw, this is SO amazing! belle-->congrats for the conditional offer of your dream university!!! ^_^ hehe.
okay i shud go. bye2

november girls :)

2008-11-24T23:30:00.004+08:00

hello?! wow, this is awkward. forgive me for the long silence. guess i have lost the momentum to write these past couple of weeks. unlike qyna, no, im not that busy. life has been occupied with exams and other what i call as cool "college-stuff". haha. november starts of fun with double birthday bash back-to-back. its arine's and shen's bday! finally they pass d "legal age". phewh. of course, we had 'proper' bday celebrations. with all the gooiey-dirty-disgusting-food-throwing-sessions. not to forget 'lari-lari tgh malam' around seberang ville like a bunch of crazy people. i bet d kpm students think we'r retarded. sorry guys, didnt mean to bother your nappy hour. anyways, guess its not too late for me to wish :

happy belated 18th birthday

arine

shenny !

love you both always.

p/s : sorry arine & shen, js managed to buy you guys brownies n doughnut. no real cake. next year d celebration will be in uk. bet it will be fun! n of course two big cakes coming all d way from london..hopefully.

love, belle

iski's monday tuesday.

2008-11-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

monday. doodling iski day.

tuesday. iski in shades and scarf ala ala retro day.

i hate college weekends

2008-11-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

friday. iski cooks.

saturday. mara banting .sorry hun i suck at taking pictures. geee!

azhar and his "madha"

2008-11-18T21:28:00.001+08:00

last wednesday. they were very very frustrated. especially azhar.

alia alia

2008-11-09T14:00:00.003+08:00

this is my cousin alia. and she is my official driver. she likes taking me around unlike rihana who doesnt weeee kidding la (: dudududu lalalala sorry i cant help myself, i just had to take a candid of you. i think you are the only driver that the police should saman for eating and drinking water while driving. seriously cousin.

rooooooar

2008-11-09T13:50:00.002+08:00

what medicine can do to you. but i was the only one turning into an orang gila. how come farhana seems super normal (:

suhe and byn

2008-11-09T13:32:00.004+08:00

dear suhe and byn (: thanks for the day-out (about two weeks ago). sorry for not updating on time.oh ya i rocked my ass off during bowling yaaaaaay!

"eh we're all going to be doctors eh?" cant wait lah

Our New Friend---> DAYANG

2008-11-08T21:44:00.003+08:00

presenting to all of u..our new friend..DAYANG. must wonder why we call it dayang? haha. it was named after belle, christina and varsh's hot rock climbing instructor who had a gay name- Dayang. but quoting belle, he can be named anything, he's still hot. so this kitten who came frm nowhere is named after him. :D its so cute itd sleep for hours. although it is always envied by belle + shen, but christina and i and varsh are there to protect it :D.
it would just run around the chalet ^_^ and bump into the glass door and get dizzy for one moment or two. and god knows how loud it can be when it smells the burger we buy at nights. it will make this cute face to make me share mine. but the best thing is how it can make belle and shen scream. :D but yeah, we havent seen her for days. man, i miss dayang.
but u knw the thing when two living organisms have the same name. when belle tells me about the hot-ness of her instructor dayang, id imagine dayang the lil cute kitty. ^_^ hehe. and it goes the other way round. and so here's our Dayang that always brightens our day (but im not sure the same case goes to belle and shen) ^_^

qyna malas tulis

2008-11-05T09:41:00.006+08:00

dear guys. sorry for the long silence. busy busy busy! i will update soon i promise. it is as though i have lost my inspiration to write (: maybe its the weather. or the ever-congested mock exams. or the dining food. or too much evening jogs. or the best thing that has ever happened to me lately (: (: (: lalalalala dududududu weeeeeee!

when your interview day become one of the craziest day in your life :)

2008-10-24T17:35:00.002+08:00

now yesterday's a great relief. finally, had cambridge interview gone over with. quoting varsh: we dont need to worry anymore about what the interviewer might ask. mine was just yesterday, christina + shen's were one day before me, and varsh was on monday. just got a thinking skills assessment to get over with. haha, cnt believe how fast time can fly..just like that. i cnt believe that i got passed that interview already. but one thing for sure, im glad i tried, at least i got rid of one what ifs in my life. and anyway yesterday at taylors was one of the craziest day in my life. somehow, after my interview, in the middle of a meal in mcd, suddenly my phone beeped. amiey + dare ajak gi subway. hehe :D but yeah, even though they actually got me into buying them subway sandwiches that are damn expensive :p it was worth it. i had a great crazy time, esp when i havent met them for so long. they dont really change, theyre still the same old dare and amiey with the exception that amiey seemed to lose weight. haha. and going around in a suit, and almost jatuh tangge :D was like CRAZY. when we went to mcd again to meet dare's friends, we stumbled upon qillermaz and dyra right at the entrance. nice spot for a reunion huh? :) but yeah i had fun. amiey actually talked me + dare into playing this game of connecting three straws and drinking from four cups of Revive just to get this free Narnia file and CD. in PUBLIC. huhu. but yeah, as predicted dare won. she got a james morrison cd. huhu. i guess time can change a lot of things and can fly so fast, but somehow there are just some things that never change, and they dont change for good. glad i met them. they kinda saved me in a way :) so like i shud mark this day 23rd oct 2008, one of the craziest day in my life, and i spent most of it wearing a suit. :p.

selamat hari raya

2008-10-18T15:11:00.010+08:00

nana hates nau's other half and thats why the pictures are super terpesong (:

gaaaaargh! selamat hari raya pervs. i cant kill you guys just yet because its raya.

i have no idea why i am always posing with that cookie

selamat hari raya from us. maaf zahir dan batin.

mara college is a gay school

2008-10-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

we are mara college students. and mara college students are all happy people. we are gays to be short. we love each other. we love each other so much that it is hard to be apart from one another.

boys like boys. girls like girls. and one thing for sure humans just loooove elephants. yap. and thats why mara college students are all happy people. and we are definitely gays to be short. hahahahaha

azhar dan safwan super gila

2008-10-17T22:29:00.005+08:00

tell me what do you get when you leave your jimbo all alone just for a while. d i s a s t e r

the pictures are mmsed to me by azhar. i thought after raya would be different. since war that you guys want i will give you war. watch your back pervy doctors. aaaargh! aaaargh! aaaargh!

long time huh? :)

2008-10-14T08:20:00.002+08:00

days had been busy and hectic. :) right. didnt check this blog for quite sometime already. well, in the midst of this free ielts blog that is VERY rare, and maths P1 AS tomorrow, felt like writing. :D last week was aidilfitri celebration where shen actually wore a baju kurung. but sadly, belle, varsh n christina balik, jadik im the only one privileged to see shen sopan dlm baju kurung. :D hehe.

but yeah, glad aidilfitri celeb was a success, and the hall looked beautiful tht night. i am so gonna paste that pic of ketupat i painted when i go back home. ^_^ huhu. and glad i get to know a whole lot of ppl during the preparation process, mostly the juniors of course (which is act our age, and weirdly they gave me this surprised look when i said that we are peers :p) but now, the end of that marks the exam weeks that are gonna occupy the four weeks of the six weeks left in kyuem for this semester. my schedule would be one at a time, not packed, but ill end the exams latest, cause im doing all my AS exams, but yeah, mostly ppl will end up their exams early. waaa~

and the whole cambridge thing and uni things are at high time now. shen's got a conditional offer already..cn u believe tht?? terer gler. n yeah, cambridge gave out their interview dates already. economics' mock interview was yesterday btw. met this european guy that asked me to describe the global financial crisis in three SHORT sentence. hehe. traded that with an analogy. :D but the interview was way better than dr horsefall's. he made me feel stupid in a polite way, but the european guy yesterday showed me the areas that i screwed up and top-ups my interest for economics. ^_^ he said that i have a great sensitivity to my surroundings which made me thought of how ppl said that im not exactly an alert person :) haha. but id try being an economic geek until my interview :) and just give it the best, i guess. im not really sure of going to cambridge, but id certainly want to learn frm ppl like tht european guy yesterday. seriously. he makes me want more n more of tht knowledge. thts why my interview yesterday kinda extended quite late. okay..gotta study. BYE!

p/s qyna im not exactly dumping this blog :) this one will always be my public blog, if id ever do another one, itd be private :D

jhar dan si sunway

2008-10-09T18:23:00.003+08:00

pagi pagi jhar dah kacau

so we went to sunway the first thing in the morning. haha but it was fun lah.we went all around sunway to find the perfect present for aussie. yeah and he bought her some ------ which is super cool ok. seriously jhar its beautiful and she will scream. jhar you should thank me a thousand times and mintak ampun to jimbo a thousand times because saya pilih that thing for you. dududududududu. from now on jimbo will be treated fairly. maybe i should make a cover of mariah carey's album called the "emancipation of jimbo". hahahaha. ok thats stupid.

owh look at it sleep. guinea babis are cute alalalalala

and this evil guy is trying to eat them.

the world is full of evil people like him. and half of them are medicine 43 guys (:

ali kami is not hot

2008-10-09T18:02:00.002+08:00

he is just super hot

a good friend of mine suggested kami the movie. not that bad. it was ok though at first. i was being informed about the existence of underground indie bands since nana is a so-so fan of them. but gangsterism and drug fashioning activities? nope never thought that such activities are becoming an epidemic among the little ones nowadays i mean the teenagers lah.that includes kami kami ini lah. it was worthwhile. belle and bir couldnt stop digressing and drooling after watching ali. i did not say he is hot. you guys did. he is skinny. eh eh no. he is super aneroxic that there is no discernible difference between him and a tiang lampu lebuhraya. tralalalalala.

dafi is gay

2008-10-09T17:16:00.003+08:00

i am sorry but i just dont like him.
i drove my maid to the nearest supermarket to buy some vege. went in and dafi was entertaining the crowd with some antique ala ala retro raya songs

maid: eh adik itu yang keluar di dalam tv itu yeaaaaaa?

me: ah? oh ye kot

maid: pergi! pergi! ambilkan gambarnyaaa si

me: hah? tak nak la malas

maid: itu dafi itu kan. ah mengapa si kamu tidak mahu. dia kan itu top penyanyinya (blablablabla)

me: die gay la kak

maid: gay itu apa si?
me: urgh sayur dah beli blom? gi la beli mama marah nanti

maid: oh baik baik

i dont see snaping pictures of dafi as something desirable. but when my maid starts to ramble aimlessly i just have to do something to make her happy. and of course to make her shut up. hahahahahahaha. since i am a kind-hearted person who is very much courageous to push around the stupid paparazzi, i went to the front row and took his pictures. snap snap snap snap! yeah thats the spirit. nak amek gamba gi depan la ape class amek belakang belakang. haha. my maid was screaming when she knew about my courageous attempt. yeah youre welcome.

dont leave us arine

2008-10-09T11:34:00.002+08:00

arine

this blog is to be maintained until god knows when. and you just dump us like that? tell that guy to send you more mails lah janganlah kacau kami. alalalalala arine i am practically asking you to stay. dont go. i will definitely go to kyuem and drown you in the pool if you do. gaaaaargh!

hari raya

2008-10-09T11:28:00.002+08:00

i didnt enjoy my raya that much.

abang was not around.

"my dear kyuem"

2008-10-05T00:55:00.002+08:00

boohoo! im back at cllg. yeay!

first day of classes aftr two weeks break wasnt as bad as i expected. i managed to complete my physics and econs homework before 7am this morning. talking bout last minute. pardon me but i am like this. haha. slept for one hour, and wakey wakey for dr foord's class. physics. aiyo! waiting for block 6, nothing happened. enough said. mr jamal's class today..nothing to do also. haih. the best part, after class, walked with biha to rc. guess what?? bumped into few of my bodyguards. new haircut huh mr ray? nice. army style. then, at rc, meet up with arine. saw mr m! new hairstyle gak! smart. but gay-ish .. i like it.. like a lot! haha .*wink* whats up wiht ppl with new hair-do. then,out from rc, passed by my-used-to-be-bodyguard. same as usual. the most important thing, whaimy. haven't seen him yet bcz skipped lunch just now. i wonder what he'll look like now.hmm?? this week, i'll be busy with maths stuff and ucas : ( thank god i have arine who can help me with this ucas-leceh-thingy.*wink* thats it for now.ciao!

p/s : story bout raya..i'll update later ;p

love, belle

ttdi vs sabak bernam: city vs kampung ^_^

2008-10-04T21:09:00.005+08:00

raye kat kampung

VS

raye kat rumah tokwan

the naims

from sabak bernam to ttdi--> raye's the time u get together with the BIG family. every year it will always be two very different types of raye. raye with embah, kat kampung with lemang, sambal taun, rendang, gi beraye satu kampung VS raye with tokwan, kat kl which is near o.u, with pizza, burger king, kfc, gi tgk movies together and sambung tgk rented dvds at tokwan's. great difference huh? :)
but one thing that is not different, its FUN :) haha. there's loads of changes but theyre all for the better. :D

qyna hates shopping raya.

2008-09-29T10:22:00.003+08:00

saya sayang budak ini. lalalalala (:

and yeah pizza hut sucks. dont eat pizza for buka puasa

nana oh nana

2008-09-29T10:12:00.003+08:00

ini nana.

sedang bermain main dengan

some barang they wna sell for some raya sale.

you are one hot babe nana!

wooooohooooooo! peeeewit peeewit

p/s i stopped taking pictures after the principal and some visitors mane ntah came by. haha. they were astonished but that didnt stop nana from posing even more. she's one jumpy-care free human being i know. sayang lah kamu nana.

stopstopstop suffering jimbo

2008-09-29T09:42:00.003+08:00

i apologise for not updating.but i promise the two rascals jhar and safwan that i will make a post about another jimbo's sickening parody and life in mara college seremban after undergoing severe-dire consequences ie jimbo was taken by them and being tossed into an unused aquarium in the chemistry lab. hahahahahahahaha. funny la tu. so not okay! this is just the beginning. jimbo will have his revenge soon. tralalalalala. allow me to say that dictatorship is a subversion of the rights of the people. jhar and safwan are two goo-goo headed porno-confused soon-to-be doctors cum dictators.yes they are dictators i tell you. dictators with a capital D. but without them my class would be a hell-like claustrophobic sangkar. haha. well you dont find me showering free compliments like this. ewww fine tarik balik what i said (:

"who lives in an aquarium in lab chemistryyyyyy

JIMBO QYNAAA !

(lagu tema spongebob)"

(this sing-a-long crap was deliberately done by them)

one advice. grow up dudes. hahahaha

dont be fooled by their innocent looks people (:

p/s: if you reckon, jhar has been standing like that for half an hour. haha. ask him why. weee

poor you honey. suddenly i feel like changing you. a babi would be a good substitution. they wont dare to kacau then. haha (:

i dont know what you're talking about sayang

2008-09-29T09:39:00.003+08:00

dearest belle

hahahahahahahaha.

why so serious honey?

i didnt do anything.

i think (:

hey cheer up.

you know i love you too.

damn much.

maaf zahir dan batin.

hahahahahahahahaha.

cant wait to hang out together with mrD.

weeeeeeeeeeeee!

to my dearest qyna : )

2008-09-28T18:08:00.005+08:00

hey miss qyn..

you know i love you rite??

but seriously

im soo gonna kill you now man

not joking dude

WANTED!badly

nur syahrina hafiza ahmad salim

p/s : love you. always hv n always will :)

love, belle

bye-bye

2008-09-26T16:18:00.006+08:00

gotta bend to be the same height as Tokwan :)

mama-me-auntie-kakqilah-uncle

who's the one really going huh? :D

cherishing the last moments hehe..im WAY taller :D

feels weird now. but it's for the good huh? after all the fuss ppl did to her, i think im glad everything went on well. guess wont be seeing her for a long time. im tidying up the room for starts. :)it's gonna be okay ^_^

raya raya

2008-09-26T15:18:00.003+08:00

thanks amoy for the very nice picture. jhar can definitely kill me now (:

dont know how it feels yet, dont wanna think about it

2008-09-25T00:14:00.004+08:00

playing with candles in the dark.. twins? think again. kakak and mahir
the culprit who's leaving me :(
pegi kopitiam ngn baju tido...so we decided to act anything but normal :p

her: what're u thinking about?

me: oh..i was just thinking of what im going to wear.

her: cehh...superficial gler.

actually i lied. i was thinking of what it would feel like when the bed beside mine is empty for another 365 1/4 days. people say you shouldnt think ----omg, joe jonas is so hot in the mtv awards------right, right. fine. its better when u dont think much until u reach the day. :)
but anyway, spent loads and loads of time just cherishing the moments that left. candles to hotels to kopitiam in the middle of the night and movies and everything. and yeah...and laughing ^_^
blame it on my forever roommate that's leaving me.
how does it feel..i mean..having someone who's forever in your life..leaving? I dont know.

fiction vs non-fiction

2008-09-24T09:32:00.002+08:00

"Spells are the hardest in this world to get right."

compared to

"For Great Britain in 1880 Empire meant first and foremost 'Greater Britain'.."

that's 'The Magicians of Caprona' vs 'The Race For Empire'- fantasy that brings me to a whole new world of mine vs historical facts that can help push up my grades in reality. :) right, which do one should i read? i dont knw myself. yesterday i was trying to fill up my head with those facts when kakqilah asked me to go to amcorp with her. for anyone out there who adores great masterpiece of writings like me, there's a really good bookstore at the top floor, with half prices books, and brand new ones, maybe dated one year back from what established bookstores have. You can get Jodi Picoult's or Garth Nix's or Diana Wyne Jones' or Lemony Snicket's or Lord of The Rings or Anne Rice's at really low prices. No Cecelia Ahern's though. There's not as many as in MPH or Borders, but yeah, its quite okay, better than 2nd hand bookstores, definitely.

i just realized yesterday that it's a long time since i got my hands on some fantasy, not serious, against facts, turning the world upside down books a.k.a ive been forgetting what i used to love this year. i missed it. :) i think i havent buy myself time to even look at them. all i read this year is textbooks, economic articles, historic articles, anything to do with the real world. im too absorbed in those stuff, but i know the perfect phrase to tell myself today, "Get a life!" hehe :D

i guess life's different if you dont take everything that seriously. like instead of getting annoyed, u make it into something funny and laugh your head out. like when there's like some "drama" at home, it doesnt seem that bad, when kakqilah makes it a joke. right..so when mama started telling me about Cambridge yesterday, i started transforming it into something..laughable. haha. so i dont have to put a plastic smile and nod again about the whole idea, and at the same time not offend mama :) nice plan huh? like Peyton said in OTH season 6 "Life's too short for you to be miserable". But OTH is getting drier every episode.

right..im off for some TV!

abang comes back from somewhere and says:ade bnyk askar kat hospital. tatau nape.

wo..is there really anything happening today that i dont know?

p/s belle, told u she looks like u. :p ntah2 korg related. hehe. cant really open whaimy's page cause someone here will detect it somehow: u-know-who.

nil

2008-09-22T21:30:00.002+08:00

dont worry..be happy...that song played in lite n easy on the way back home from terawih. :) today is so unproductive. well, it started being productive but it only lasted until 7 am. cause in the middle of my lit essay, abang came back home after finishing his on call and says: lets go to sarawak tomorrow. im like: what??! turns out tomorrow is his gf's bday and he didnt take a single leave since he started work to be able to have a VERY long holiday since he started his housemanship. "mama kasi x?" i asked him. oopsss..deadly question...he kept silent for a while. oh no! im not supposed to be the one ruining this "special" moment.
kringgg* the emergency buzzer in my head alert me. have to get out of the way. run!run! i immediately went to the couch and pretended to sleep, i was sleepy anyway. and abang asked mama "the question". but in the midst of the ipod kakqilah gave me, i barely heard a thing. all i heard was....mama's voice, then abang's then mama's..this is not going to get ugly. i hope. bapak came and like just listened i think, i didnt really hear his voice. cnt blame me, my eyes were shut anyway. bapak asked one simple one-word question: When? ..Just that? haha..right. and abang answered: 2010. i think abang's phone rang and i heard bapak said to mama.."biarlaa..die nk kawen 2010, ok ape, dh stable, dh hbs housemen.." and i dozed off....

~the end~

not exactly. i was in dreamworld and in my heavening sleep when someone pushed my head..tepi sikit..abang nk duduk gak.. i pretended to be asleep and continued sleeping. that hand kept pushing my head again. tepi2... he said again. i moved a bit and continued sleeping.
abang: tau x, abang bru kene ceramah pnjg td..
me: with my eyes shut..snored louder
kakak comes down, rushing to work.
abang: tau x kakak...mama bg ceramah pnjg pepagi..(continues to tell kakak)
me: half sleeping, half hearing.
kakak hears intently.

that is basically a morning of ramadhan in my house. :0

well, when mama says no, its always a no. so, i ajak abang tgk wayang instead. hehe. :D it's called..taking advantage of the situation. hehe. actually i pity him so. but then me + kakqilah + abang went to mid, and abg bought his gf this cool swatch watch that is like rm300+ that has a pic of mushrooms at 12 and forms a pic of a turtle at 3. best gler..:) and he bought kakqilah a rm 200+ swatch watch as a farewell gift. u knw wht he gave me? the swatch bag which he got as a FREE gift...:( sedey gler. and i hv a new fave newspaper-The Edge.
there was this one article about the banking system in US at the verge of collapsing because of the subprime crisis. and giant banks are moving towards bankruptcy. AIG, an American insurance company is collapsing too, but the gov is still injecting funds to keep it stay afloat. i think thts ws wht mr brookes was referring to in History class which i have completely no clue when he mentioned it. but seriously its interesting. and will m'sia be affected? well, we can feel safe in the sense tht 90% of our assets and investments are in ringgit and not US dollars. and we're stronger than we were in the 1997-98 crisis. tht's by far wht i understnd. i shud continue reading. Later~:)

-untitled-

2008-09-22T15:24:00.004+08:00

im bored at home...and i have a hell loads of stuff to do by this week. cz next week i'm heading to melaka. hooray!balik kampung! but when my mum said we'r going back on sunday, shocked..which means i only hv like a few days more to complete all my assignments. aaargh, one of the reasons as to why i hate holidays, apart from what qyna hd mentioned earlier. hehe . well, last saturday, since mama and baba js gt back from umrah, we had a 'big' buka puasa at mak long's house. everyone ws there i guess, except for pak teh's family. not a surprise. huhu . the most fun part ws watching the kids played all night long at the garage. they sure brighten up my day. after rushing from ikea, then to sg buloh..finally to putra height. i must say it ws indeed a tiring day.

as for yesterday, my mum, my sisters and i went shopping for baju raya. my mum keep repeating "we don't hv much time, so you hv to buy them today..yadaa". hey, don't force me into buying something i don't want. but at last, found one that i like after walking for hours. our theme colour for this year is green. for some unknown reasons, my mum chose green. its not that i don't like green, but i would certainly prefer pink. haha. enough bout yesterday. thats it for now.tata.

p/s : waiting for somebody to say hello! : (

love, belle

of dreams and mistakes

2008-09-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

in life, u make great mistakes. and u just cant rewind everything back again. tht was what i ws thinking while the pic of the late opah flashed on the tv screen when we were looking back at old pics at tokwan's place today. sometimes i wonder what'd i would do if i could turn back time. got a weird dream again while i was having a nap today. i dreamt that i was in a room with many different pianos, and i tried playing each piano and none of them fit me just right. until i found one that i thought fitted me perfectly. but somehow, when i played it over and over again, the piano seemed to dissappoint me. i dunno why. but i kept trying and trying. all i remembered was trying to make it fit with me, there were many other pianos that i never even tried playing yet in the room, but yet i wanted that one. and somehow, a voice of someone that i dont know asked me in my dream:
The voice: Why stick to that one when it keeps dissappointing you? Youd just get hurt every time you try to play it. Why not try another one?
me: but i really believe in this one. i know almost all the flaws as much as what it can do. i know it inside out.
The voice: Maybe you simply just believe in what you want to believe. Not the reality of what the piano really is. Maybe you think you know it inside out, but the truth is you dont.
the dream doesnt make sense at first, but it does now, when i thought of something that i had been trying to ignore since friday night. people say that when ure searching for answers..just ask yourself.
maybe ive been stupid. maybe i shud have been more realistic. how can i believe in something that is clearly not real? i guess i deserve this..after what i have done in the past. a pay back to the selfish me. huhu. who am i to complain? ^_^

of song dedications and talents...

2008-09-21T10:31:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUzmcZbIOQc

this is a video of a song posted in youtube dedicated to me. but then i feel that the video is of a great talent and it should be shared with as many people possible. :) it's a song called "only human" from 1 litre of tears. honestly? im really touched, huhu. man, i am. this person's music will change the world someday. or at least, someone's life. btw, u guys should note, the music is played based on hearing, not from a score or anything. and well, she said, when playing this song, she is reminded of simply..beautiful memories. she hopes it has the same effect on others hearing too. i know i do, it reminds me of the portion of the past when i was so purely happy, that no words can describe the moment. :)
so~enjoy, to anyone's hearing this song. later~

sleepless nite

2008-09-20T02:35:00.003+08:00

i cannot sleep

so instead, i camwhored..and took some random cum harmless pictures!

my fault, i left the kabhi kushi kabhi gham dvd at arine's chalet. now,im bored. maybe i should watch stardust again. haih. clueless without arah tujuan. im letting the stars to guide me : )

p/s : "but i love you"..the most straight forward-slash-romantic line by rohan. the world are lacking of guys like rahul & rohan of course.huhu. *weep*

love,belle

bored and browsing thru hanis' page and i found this pic..:D

2008-09-19T21:34:00.005+08:00

summarizing this week : )

2008-09-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

currently filling some cambridge questionnaire, and updating the blog. : ) huhu..thru tht email frm cambridge, im identified as Ms siti muhamad rasat..wa~the only name ppl call me is nt really in tht name. and..what in the world is "organ scholarship"? right..bet this will be another long process like ucas. -----------found it! wow..the person who gets an organ scholarship will be given 250-300 pounds, and a piano in his/her room..best gler, and subsidized organ/piano classes. haha..i dont qualify for tht :p wait..u knw whts weird..? they gave a question without a space provided to put the answer...:( seriously..this stuff is complicated. maybe i should do it later, when ive got a passport pic to put on9.well im just doing this fr bapak, after all he's done for me, at least i should show some effort that im trying to realizing his dream right? although sometimes i think all this is too much for me. but it wont hurt to give it a try right? but yeah, looking other applicants, i really dunno if i cn even make it.
today is basically a i-dont-know-wht-to-say-day. got a b for history. haha..and u knw why it's a bit frustrating? cause mr brookes said at 1st tht i just got myself into the A band. turned out it was a miscalculation. got a "b". huhu. call me kiasu, but its a bit frustrating and scary, esp when i spent like the whole morning in the rc feeding my brain with facts. huhu. and while waiting fr history, got mr J asking me why i didnt come to class yesterday. yerp. admit it, it was my fault. i slept the whole evening i missed class, which turned out to be an assessment. so like i hv just one block left to finish it while others got like..3 blocks. n when he asked me, i just simply answered, i overslept. yerp..shud be covering up, but i dunno, i wasnt in the mood to beat around the bush tht moment. n he shook his head and went off. cnt blame him. bad me. huhu.
huhu..but u knw wht makes me laugh today? well, i ws on the way to history during break when i saw belle coming out the door, wearing a kebaye. yerp she looks stunningly nice 2day, but wht makes it amusing? there were like 3 boys tagging behind her. imagine, like belle in front, followed by 3 boys. huhu, she looks like a girl with three bodyguards. haha. yeah belle, i knw, theyre your classmates. but haha, the scene was like..amusing. seriously, didnt notice another girl in the same crowd. no wonder why your pompous gang keep checking u out these days. :p
and last nite, i watched 1 and a half movie of kabhi kushi kabhi ghamm. one time with shen and another half with belle that i fell asleep. huhu, kajol's character in the movie is so like varsh, says shen, with me nodding, and varsh giving us tht look. hahaha. but the funny thing is belle and shen cried bt during very diff scenes.
and yeah, belle and i realized how shen and christina will always give diff viewpoints of the same guy. like on mr d, or kerik, or tht rempit-religious guy..or..or..mr pencil. haha, ud get confused seriously. when christina says mr d is quite okay-good looking, shen says he's soft. haha..kesian belle, but at least u get both sides balanced rite?
and yeah, b4 i frgt, i should do an orbituary for christina's hamster that just died this week:

in memories of:

(oops..i dunno her hamster's name)

Christina's hamster

uve been a good companion to christina, she's going to miss u a lot.

n she doesnt like Lulu as much as she likes u. she says so.

and yeah, we played with candles during wednesday nite, and we made some very interesting formations. but all the pics are with belle. but yeah, i learnt one lesson frm tht thing. it takes a lot of effort to use a lighter effectively. heheh. esp when ure barely exposed to one.

guess i shud be studying hard these hols. there's going to be an aidilfitri celeb n id be in the committee. this time its SC-Muscom collaborating, its a new experience. never worked with sc before. huhu. we'll see hw it goes. but yeah, i knw, its really awkward. :)

friday dryday

2008-09-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

nanananananana. friday friday.i am proud to announce that i am going back today.staying in college is dreadfully annoying. so smelly lah the college. sheeeeeeeeet. no mood lah today. anyway to belle and arine enjoy your holidays.i’ll be joining you guys next week. to fellow roomates enjoy your weekends.see you on sunday. or not. was thinking of extending till monday. haha.

roomates saya di luar room.

writing poetry kills

2008-09-18T11:50:00.002+08:00

~~was left among the few in IELTS just now, cause i didnt get the inspiration to write poetry. :P but well, here i am getting just a few minutes free before history to do anything i want. huhu, out of all words i can think of, the one title id manage to think of was "wish i could buy time". but i dun think mdm madeline wud even understnd wht in the world im writing. huhu
anyway, just got my lit paper..and going to get history later. woke up late three days in a row. maybe cz we're sleeping under the air cond again. except the fact that we were recording the video of kerik dar-dar (or belle calls whaimy now) predicting the future of us five-everything is on the normal rating..guess these days nothing's much interesting.
and yeah, btw, a little boy winked at me on the way to the surau yesterday. i dont understand! AAAA..theyre like under age. wtv..haha. okay..it's history already. id be late. BYE!

when sume org tgh gile tgh2 malam bute

2008-09-18T00:04:00.003+08:00

shen's version of saying kabhi kushi kabhi ghamm:
-kushi kushi kabhi ghamm
-kuchi kuchi kabhi ghamm
-kuch kuch hotta hain
-etc

belle dh maju! that's one phrase to describe belle these days. hahah..u cn see the shock in her eyes when she got a cheese cake 2day..hahaha...dh laa die penat kene stalk ngn geng2 pompous kt mid td..belle..belle....:P takpe2 belle, ure climbing the ladder to achieve whaimy :) ure getting nearer...huhu
2day, me, belle, christina, shin yi, adina, varsh n aina went to mid. apparently shen tinggal kt college to study :) we watched the other boelyn girl, which belle calls "psycho" sbb ade org pancung2 dlm tu..haha..but we shud note: it has historical value :)
and yeah, 2mrw all of us have to crack our heads to do poems during IELTS. (shen says: look who doesnt need to crack her head---> sambil tgk kt belle)
u see belle's writing a poem on LOVE. hehehehehehehe. :D
and varsh is going to be among the cast staging Hamlet 2mrw. sempena nuzul al quran, ade satu soalan best--> nape today is called Nuzul Quran? ntah laa...tatau2

Happy Bday Mr D..U dh tue..arine blum tue lagi!!!! hahaha (smbil nyanyi lagu Just Like A Star dgn intermission dikir barat bertajuk "S loves A")

p/s Qyna-miss u hun :says Belle, Arine, Christina and Shen

sayang farhanabee.

2008-09-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

saya sayang farhanabee. she buys me my fav chocolate crunchie! i so lov lov lov lov lov lov lov lov you honey! muaaaaaacs! kamu tunggu choc dari saya pula ya! oh darn la.m still short of cash :(

jimbo itu gajah saya yang gedempol.

2008-09-17T22:22:00.005+08:00

blooob bloooob bloooob. today i had a meeting with the swimming coach together with mr suwandi and also the club advisor. already 1045 am. daaaaaaarn it. without even noticing, i was rushing for tok class after that (knowing that i will be laughed at terribly by the “suka mengacau qyna” gang lead by jhar and safuan if i am late again) and so i ran and ran and ran and ran and ran like a complete idiot since no one’s there to watch me anyway. unfortunately i was late again. loser. that was for the hundredth time i think. mr azlan was making fun of me as usual and then yes. as expected. gelak lah gelak lah gelak lah korang. haha i will get you guys next time. tralalala. then the handouts were given out and distributed among the class.i was reaching for a pen in jimbo. shit! i forgot jimbo! oh gosh i left the horizontally-inclined-gedempol elephant during the swimming club meeting. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! before heading home i stopped infront of mr suwandi’s desk in the teacher’s room. i wonder what kind of good mr suwandi can do with the elephant. haha.oh gosh you just cant believe what he did to jimbo. hahahahahahaha. darn lah. fuuuuuuuuuh. what a day.

this is mr suwandi's work. gosh i am so sorry hun. i wont tinggal you anymore. bangang nye! malu malu malu like hell :(

''dont mess with the zohans'' is a retarded porn movie.

2008-09-17T22:10:00.004+08:00

shalala. thanks belle for calling yesterday. wow you guys are having so much fun there in college uem.with the hottie auction for charity thingy? oh right.that has to be the most anticipating-heart throbbing-incarcerating event ever eh belle? well i can tell that youre very very happy. and oh very very sad too. sad because your darling senior left you for notthingham. haha. well there is no doubt that he is a person of notable scholarly acquirements. ceeeeewaaah! you should be proud honey. anyway back to me. i have to say that today, i super rock at biology practical. woooooooohoooo! my experiments turned out absolutely colourful after overcoming frequent shortage of subsidised apparatus. gaaaaaaah. and while waiting for our experimented test tubes to boil in the super-hot-daniel water bath system, jhar a.k.a the pervert-doctor in the making (haha i know you’ll get me for this) suddenly blurted his thoughtful opinion on the pervy-most delirious-yucky film i have ever seen in years “dont mess with the zohans” haha.i seriously think borrowing your CD is a bad bad idea jhar. the stupid movie has traumatised me in a way (mentally) considering the fact that i will be confronting the huge thing face-to-face during my clinical years. fuuuuuuuuug. that movie stokes racial sentiments, it instils severe hatred and it had me profusely blinking with my mouth wide-open.so wide that the lalats can vigorously breed the crap out of themselves and build a colony. it is surely the paradox of our current predicament and i can definitely repeat that if you want me to. simple logic would suggest that the movie sucks hard! geli geli geli. shoooooooooooooh.

he boraks more than anyone else (aussie make sure youre reading this honey)

this is how a bapok sits. tralalala.

leaving : (

2008-09-15T16:14:00.002+08:00

somebody is leaving malaysia today...

i just want to wish all the best, and have a safe trip to uk

see you soon : )

silly interpretation : )

2008-09-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

i should hv write this post last friday but gt caught up with something along the way.so, yeah..im kinda free today. let me tell you how powerful imagination can be. sound so damn serious but actually not. haha .

once upon a time, in seberang ville....

live two young girls, A and B who ended up being very good friends. they spend their time together whenever they have free time. (time is running out..) so, to cut it short, one day, A has to go to the great hall as she is sitting for literature exams. B, who wanted to go the library that day decided to accompany A to the hall as their routes were almost the same. while walking, mrM-the-hottie was behind them without B even realising it. upon reaching the junction where they had to split, B hugged A and wish her good luck. on the other hand, mrM who was indeed shocked by their 'weird cum normal' behaviour suddenly stopped and stared. after a few seconds, he continued walking to the hall, but A and B can sense something different from his face. B knew that he was imagining things which are not but she can't do anything about it. somehow, that 'weird look' from mrM might be the downfall of her 'stuck-up' reputation.

i just want to clear things up actually...the truth behind the whole story :

A & B are not...i repeat.. are not lesbians !

and hugging is just a way a friend conveys her 'kasih sayang' to her close buddies.

and to mrM:

please do not interpret it wrongly next time

p/s : never underestimate the power of imagination ;p

love, belle

meet the saturday shopping guru.

2008-09-14T12:37:00.010+08:00

tralala. my roommate farah asked me this, first thing in the morning “jom gi shopping qyn!” haha.what a probable great morning to start with. a short simple reply of “urgh urgh malaaaaaaaas lah” .ok ok fine i reckon that it was a dreadful equivocal answer to give to your friend who has just spent part of her miserable semester listening to my ill-aggravating problems. who would actually spend hours of listening to your friends’ problems anyway? i would vomit blood. but farah and nana definitely would be there for you. that’s why i love love love em. and so i thought i was perpetually indebted by her kindness and it’s paying all-your-debts time for it is now or never. “joooooom!joooooom!jooooooom!” .siap siap siap siap. Swoooooooooooosh they are gone. Nana, farah, umi waa (our jiran sebelah room) and i. oh oh baju baju cantik, how can i dissuade you from loving me? because i keep coming back for more stupid clothes though it is profoundly clear that my closet has totally cramped its weight out due to excessive garments. gaaaaaaaah. who cares. “just buy it” we must see shopping as something desirable and the culmination of an educational pursuit i.e. no good clothes results in no good looking kms students which will result in a no-mood studying environment and totally results in a very very bad exam results. haha. shopping is the ultimate resolution lah. go figure.the math does check out and the numbers do add up, i am a spoilt brat. after two hours of circumnavigating (ok this word doesn’t suit well here but what the heck) the so called one-and-only posh mall in seremban dua, farah already locked her eyes on nicole’s absurdly inexpensive sale carnival. and amazingly not long after that the two boys aizat and mao wna join us and hang around too. haha suami isteri sweetest kms. Mao is actually ariff who is nashreen’s little brother (our parents ask us to tumpang tumpang balik) “why is your name mao laaaaak? Macam spongebob’s pet snail, gary! Yang bunyi die cacat gile tu mao mao mao mao” haha.i like making fun of him. anyway to all man united's die-hard fan, i am really sorry for the great lost against liverpool yesterday.lets have a short moment of silence. --------------------------. glory glory man united.glory glory man united.glory glory man united.and the reds go marching on! on! on! haha. haha. kesian my friend sorang tu.he is very sad at the moment. smile kamu smile! hee.i am not well and i am clearly aware of that.

its hard to find good books lah nowadays.

then she found crap.

she reads crap all the time (:

nana si bapok.

qyna sayang nana sayang qyna

makan makan and we're just getting started.

they stole my phone. and gave me these instead.

punggung nana sedang bermain bowling.

i found a shocked kert along the way. miss you darling.

ini kerja bangang sahaja. lalalalalala.

the ''vogue'' tired pathetic look.thats when we start to head back home.

what damage a low quality longkang can cause

2008-09-14T00:38:00.002+08:00

it was another saturday when bapak forces abang to get his poor waja to kyuem to fetch his two spoilt adeks who intend to be loyal members of pbsm. huhu. as usual, big bros are always punctual..sometimes more than punctual. he came way earlier than i thought he would. then we stopped by the guys chalet to pick luqman up, but only a laundry basket and a backpack awaits at the sapphire area...rite. nk call pn battery phone die kong..adeih. thus we went to and forth by the chalet area. no luqman. by the time we reached at the last row of chalets nearest to the cafe abang decided to reverse. he drove on the steel cover of longkang to adjust. suddenly abang's head became lower than mine. bumper kerete masuk longkang!! aaaaa!!! my eyes caught hold on someone studying in the chalet with his windows open, mengadap kitorang. dier tgk waja tenggelam dlm longkang jap, pastu he continued with his reading. i couldnt help laughing. maybe its something normal, abang says. huhu. right. we went out of the car and abang went to that guy and asked for his help. within one minute, he came with more guys, about 10? tatau2..cnt imagine how awkward it was, being the only girl there, with so many guys, near the guys' chalet area, figuring out how to get the bumper out of the longkang. seems tht the cement of that drain is of low quality, it cnt even support the bumper of the car. i just stood beside abang, and watched them doing this and that, while trying endlessly to call luqman or anyone possible tht cn reach hm. aft trying some brilliant ways, using some scientific ways i guess, they finally resorted to the method u dun even need to think to know. reramai diorg angkat kerete tu on the road again. haha. have to admit, it was pretty impressive. and i thought i saw one of them eyeing me than eyeing abang. rite, i knw wht he's thinking. we r so different. just the way ppl would say about luqman n me. yeah2. but it was kinda amusing, and way unexpected. anyway, by the time they managed to get the car out of tht longkang, luqman was still missing. so we round the area...again.
luckily, his friend who helped us earlier with the car noticed. so, he helped us call and identify luqman's position at tht moment. huhu. rupe2 nye selame2 tu budak tu kt cafe tgh jamming. cesss....on the way to the cafe..abang said to me, he's a nice guy, u shud put him in your list..bagus tu. werk*werk* i gave him the dont-u-think-its-too-early-for-me-and-i-knw-he's-a-nice-guy-but-thts-not-the-point-look. pastu die gelak gler. cess. i thought brothers are supposed to be protective. ape2 laa...then we head fr home aft picking luqman up at the cafe.
i just got back frm the pot luck at mak imah's house. unfortunately i dun have any pics this time, coz well, there was spaghetti, so like, i ws busy eating hehe :D we watched some horror movie aft terawih which seems to me became a comedy because of the random comments from the audience. nk takut pn x leh. cess. bapak went to kuala kangsar to have dinner with "abg Azlan" bak kater pak lang, and i guess he wasnt there to tell me his common advice, "Arinah, kiter makan untuk hidup bukan hidup untuk makan" heheh. oh yeah, i think i heard his car coming in the garage. and 2day b4 i went home, tokwan gave me a kiss on the cheek. :D "elok2 org lembah berangin" he said. hahah. no matter he always feels tht lembah berangin is a more ideal name compared to lembah beringin for some unknwn reason. hehe.
and 2mrw!! im going to enjoy!!! :) trials just ended..yeah!:)
p/s belle..u nk tgk the other boelyn girl tak this wed? or love guru? ill book the tickets. u think the others nk tgk x?

this is not a fashion statement

2008-09-12T21:19:00.007+08:00

one day. one normal friday. naura found a little boy by the college street compound.

nau: ah camni if you nak tekan. tap tap tap tap tap. nanti ade awek cani lah you text herrrrrr. (haha i know youre going to kill me nau)

little boy: oh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

me: eh nau. cute doh budak ni

nau: aah like hell. ntah mane die datang i pon dunno (blur)

me: hey adik. you nak jadi ape besar nanti?

little boy: heeeeeee heeeeee hihihi

me: aih tak paham melayu ke budak ni?

nau: (ignoring me as she was busy texting i think)

me: adik nak jadi model tak?

little boy: naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak ! (looking at me with hopeful eyes)

me: ok honey. youre going to be a star! (pretending to be one of those crapful top modelling agencies)

nau: jooooooooom!

this is the hottest reality tv show. this is kms TOP MODEL. wanna be on top?

(then the song goes retardedly nanananananananananananana)

KMS TOP MODEL.

CYCLE 1.

presenting our supermodel : SYAMER

this is the CHRISTIAN LACROIX'S excited look.

(do ignore nau's hand)

this is the CALVIN KLEIN'S ''not-so-underwearish'' look.

this is LOIUS VUITTON'S ''cak'' look.

this is GIORGIO ARMANI'S ''animal skin-on-head'' look.

this is SALVATORE FERRAGAMO'S '' i am a cool dude with no hair'' look.

(and he refused to give my i-pod back)

the one in green is vera wang. the one in purple is just naura. haha. thanks budak kecik!

saya stay minggu ini

2008-09-12T20:58:00.003+08:00

Blabla.

i quote abg ray's cynical sex drugs and cocoa puffs' book ''silence is only suppose to happen as a manifestation of supreme actualization where both parties are so at peace with their emotional connection''.haha.when I talk about silence i am clearly talking about how peaceful it is when everyone (currently) in my room is sleeping. I know that sleep is beneficial to health but too much sleep can make your head go goo goo dolls.frankly speaking ive been sleeping like a dead log since yesterday. fuuuuuuuug. nothing much to say actually. Its friday friday so I guess everyone is heading home for the weekends.i am learning to stay in college and the people around me just cant stop rambling ‘’qyna stay? hahahahahahahaha. seriously?seriously? tak cye ahhhhhhhh?’’ there is actually no discernible difference between people who stays or not. i am quite shock myself when i say this but seriously, if you are situated at home where everything is luxuriously more exclusive than mara college seremban, all of your planned activities will be circumscribed totally. yes I am not kidding. ive tried doing homework at home and all I could come up with is a huge ‘’noktah’’ and no words after that insignificant circular symbol. nobody does homework at home lah loser. dont be such a nerdy freak with huge-apricot like coloured pimples on your forehead due to excessive reading and stressfulness. Just look at my roommates: they sing i’m yours just like you (after the acceptably huge fuss during an eloquence solo open-week performance and I don’t understand why people are still singing it), but they are still aware of their intelligence i.e. they can understand reciprocal function more than anyone else. haha. ok then, i can hear the sound of the gajah-stomping girls’ flops from the nearby corridors. the sound is a proclamation of ''dah nak berbuka puasa''. catchya later darlings. to belle, don’t stress out and have a nice time ‘’imagining’’ another probable conversation with your strings of hot boys. Hot sangat ke budak kyuem? (: (: dududududududududu. I wonder.because i find it hard distinguishing the correct degree of ‘’hotness’’ in boys over here. hee. ok lets not start crapping. happy fasting people!

this is a teacher who teaches in kyuem.

this is a student to the teacher who teaches in kyuem and he teaches in mara college seremban. this is super super super ironic. go go iski!

"what's done is done"

2008-09-12T09:54:00.002+08:00

im out of the hall at the moment. js finished my mechanics. it was okay, i guess. but i didn't manage to check all the questions. while i was browsing through Q6, i realized that i hv put the wrong value for the mass of the particle. then, someone shouted 'times up!'.whoa! i cannot do anything eventhough i knw that it's wrong. nothing can be done anymore. im sad rite now. why do i kept doing careless mistakes in this mock exams. damn it. mrd said " its just trials, belle. not the real one". well, i guess so but...whatever la. i don't care! : (

p/s : not in a good mood !!

out of love, belle

insects ''gatal'' theory by nana

2008-09-11T21:10:00.007+08:00

bla bla. bosan.

dududu. you know what, i was being tortured by an unknown insect. if i can convene with it face to face i would kick it beforehand. my hand was badly swollen due to its gigitan. this is what my darling bapok nana proposed about her own profoundly sarcastic theory on ''insects gatal''

insects ''gatal'' theory by nana

insects are said to be very gatal because they are born to be very very extremely pervert and thats why they are so ''gatal''.when an insect tries to bite you on your miserable hand, they would say the following with great adoration as they trully cultivate romanticism among themselves. gaaaaaaah. yes they do. the theory can be furher explained by reading the example of some crap conversation given below:

insect gatal : hey hey sayang. jom lah kite jalan jalan.

makan angin ke..jom lah si sexy lagi hot dan menarik..

i memang tertarik lah dengan you ni..nak berkenalan?

human victim: (said nothing obviously and push the desperate insect away)

insect gatal : awek cun gile lah you nie...

dah lah kms ni takde cun kot..

sayang marilah kita berkenalan..

human victim: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghh. shit. shit. shit.

serangga! serangga!

(recognises the desperate-black looking insect and screams)

insect gatal : cis, kalau tak suke tu cakap je lah. ade hati panggil aku taik?!

aku insect macho paling hot okay. i can even sing jason mraz you know!

(mumbles in a not so appealing tone and only god of all insects can comprehend its distinct language)

human victim: omg! ade lagi serangge tu!

naaaaaah amek kau!!!

(spraying verociously at the tiny insect who knows nothing but to flirt with humans)

insect gatal : oh kau spray aku eh?

naaaaaah amek kau perempuan hot kerek!

(giving the humans its ultimately exclusive partially-poisened bite)

human victim: oooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! ooooooooooooooooooow! ooooooooooooooow!

so thats how nana get the theory of insects which are ''gatal''. probably thats how i got the astonishingly huge bite. haha. anyway so i went to the clinic and skipped most of my class that day. i thought i was alone. then there was aizat. yay yay. neddy's friend. haha. one funny guy with a miserable stomach. nice knowing you aizat. you surely made me talk crap in the clinic and i reckoned the clinic was a little bit noisy. sheeeeeesh. lala. when my mouth starts talking there is no stopping. at least i wasnt at all bored and mentally-ruptured when there were aizat and anuar (with a badly injured leg) around to guard me. and so the girl with the swollen hand went back to her room. had a long nap. and skipped her buka. darn it.oh one more thing. qyna was elected as the new editor for her college's annual mag. i wonder who qyna is. i just wna pat her (better yet slap her) on the back and say ''hahaha welcome back to the busy busy world of college honey!'' or not.

when your right hand aches, you tend to study. alot.

thanks nau for the green indon-made thingy. haha. i dno what to do with it actually so i left it on my bed. because it matches my blanket. its still there i think.

when u teman belle to stalk whaimy in the rc :p

2008-09-11T14:29:00.003+08:00

a question hit me last nite during tadarus, when kak farah asked us..why must there be Judgement Day? actually its nt the question tht hit me. its the answer. cause in life, not everything is fair, not everyone receives a fair judgement and not everyone gets the right ending. something in the 1st movie of hellboy disturbs me too;its not how you start something tht matters, its how u end it. sumthing like tht.

somehow i thought of sumthing that havent crossed my mind for so long already. in fact i think, i almost forgot about the whole matter. maybe cause..i just dont wanna remember. theres a point of time when i wonder if who i am now is like...u knw, some balasan to wht i used to do, if i neglected some stuff i shouldnt in the past.

and i went back to how i ended up my school days...yerp. whether i ended it in a good way or bad way..hurm, thts debatable. i dunno. sometimes when i just dunno, and i dont wnt it to budge me, i forget about it. and well, at certain moments like that, it just comes back. i sat alone for quite a while thinking of tht last nite..phew, what a past time. hehe..but maybe, i should just put it at the back of my head for now. i guess..

and its just not my school days that came to mind, sometimes its friendship, or family? ape2 laa..huhu..later :)

p/s well random stuff comes out wht ure accompanying belle to stalk her whaimy :p hehehehe..

How To Save A Life

2008-09-10T12:26:00.003+08:00

1. Visit the matron to show your injured toe
2. Follow her to the clinic when she says so. (u get to skip class ^_^)
3. Wait fr her while she signs something at the admin
4. Watch her feel something hit her right on the head, and pick something up
5. It's an injured bird!!!! (its so sad seeing it barely moving with its eyes blinking continuously as if its trying to resist the pain)
6. Get the matron to put the poor bird in ur hands.
7. Ask the matron to stop by your chalet and run to get some water
8. Sprinkle drops of it on the bird and let it drink a lil bit
9. Watch it fly again!! :D

p/s: i got a bigger bandage fr my toe! waaaa~

sucky-jolly day

2008-09-10T11:38:00.003+08:00

i soo hate P3. it sucks like *tut*. this is what happens if you watched forgetting sarah marshall the night before your P3 mock exam instead of "studying.studying.studying". yeah, i obviously know its my fault but still...the paper was really hard okay. i can even picture myself getting a 'U' from mr madhadzir. huhu.feel like screaming, but i can't cz im in the av room. maybe i can do it here.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!

haha. better? naah.

anywys, sitting beside me now is one of waym's close friend. he's kinda hot. i must admit, i have a 'tiny' crush on him. he's body damn hot okay! no one can't resist it. belle, bulan ramadhan cannot talk craps, i mean guys. as if! haha *evil laugh* wish i can talk to him. my imagination runs wild.let say if we do start a conversion, it would be something like this :

him (mrM) : hey,belle.

me : (choking..hesitate a bit) hi,M*****.

mrM : you don't have class now?

me: nope. just finished my P3 this morning. so, i assume we don't hv classes after break.

mrM : hw ws the paper?

me : sucks. damn hard.

mrM : (laugh) i don't hv any papers today. *evil grin*

me : (annoyed face, tp still control)ha-ha. how wonderful. plus, u guys don't hv classes at all. not fair okay.

mrM : that's why you should enter the 24 months prog. more free time.

me : fine. i know.but..*blank*

me : hey, i need to go.too many interruption. (suffocating..)

mrM :hehe, i know what you mean. hmm, why don't we go out and chat some more.

me: (flattered*thrill*) okay ...(pretending-calm tone)

and then mrM n me went to my table, upstair. and chatted until lunchtime.

woah! i think i should stop now.seriously, im suffocating! chiao.

p/s : too many guys in the av room.it seems that they just habis their physics paper.haih.

p/s/s : waym is here too. *happy.jolly.jumpy*

love, belle

my mondays are always the sleepiest

2008-09-09T18:11:00.006+08:00

lala. every monday my class will tend to wait for a little while in front of the guys' toilet. not that we wna go in to compare how clean it is with our pink painted-hardcore soap poor-flush screeching-dreadful odoured toilet but its just because we have to wait for the chemistry class by the MD42 students to finish doing their thing. dreaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadful. no matter how ''ginger'' you walk to book the best seat in class, you will always find the MD42 still not finish. darn. jadi penuggu setia jamban lelaki lah kita. this is so that we can book the best seat where sleeping cant be easily detected by the teachers. haha. you have two choices if youre in our situation. FIRST, is to patiently wait for the class to finish and stare blankly at the guys' toilet symbol and wonder how pathetically retarded your life is while you do it. SECOND, is to count with great aptitude the number of recognisable seniors who sashayed proudly form the stairway above. i'd rather be staring at the miserable toilet.

waiting still. siggggggggggghs.

jimbo who was tortured by pak lan. poor you honey.

aaaaaaah! ooooooooooou! lights!

inilah kerja budak-budak bangang zaman sekarang.

History paper

2008-09-09T17:26:00.002+08:00

imagine ur heart racing as if it is bursting for solid three hours, and your right hand keep moving even if at moments u cnt feel it anymore, and writing at full speed without even a pause for three hours! plus five hours before, studying and absorbing facts...aaaa....that happens when youre doing the History paper. haha. but in the midst of nervousness and freakiness : ) suddenly i had one moment when i laughed alone. huhu..i think tht one pit one sec, i think i ws really going psycho..huhu :D

sundays

2008-09-07T01:46:00.000+08:00

cant wait to go back tomorrow.already missing nana and farah.

happy birthday fairuz : )

2008-09-07T01:07:00.004+08:00

introducing the b'day girl: Nur Ain Fairuz :)

practical cake when u hv lots of naughty kids and hungry teens ready to grab the cake :)

poyo!! haha :D

thts acap playing ultraman with me and i become the monster who takes his pic :)

and as usual; me and hanis..huhu.."bi" has a historical meaning. *wink

just got back frm fairuz's b'day party. she's turning two! hehe. u knw whts so special about her? just one year ago when she was first born, i remembered how doctors said she wont make it that long. she's a special kid with some probs in her heart and intestines. i remembered going into the icu with nazi when i first saw her. she ws so small, and..fragile. bcz tht was an icu, like, only nazi and i was there. huhu. i really wntd this little girl to survive. i remembered whispering to her when we were alone together at tht icu. i told her hw she should try hard and struggle to survive. cause she'll have a very big family waiting fr her at home and lots and lots of love. i told her she wouldnt want to miss tht. :D and yerp;she's a survivor, a strong one. the possibilities that she would survive ws smaller than not surviving. but she did. see hw special she is? and mak su ws also very determined to get her child to survive. her sacrifices fr Fairuz ws enormous. and we're all lucky tht our prayers we granted. Allah blessed all of us with Fairuz. :) and yeah, today, balqis played a new game with me. she'll hide behind my back and the moment i turn to her, she'd spit at me. cn u imagine tht? AAAA....im bullied by a lil kid. waaa~ haha. and pak man predicted tht one day id marry some european..hahahahaha, very funny. abg hakim nye lg best...rokawa kaede..huhu (raised eyebrows) right.....haha. and the joke 4 2day is really biased against me. the whole table consisting of bapak, luqman, akmal, hazwan, pak man, pak lang and abg hakim concluded tht the best way of indicating that my stomach is full is when i mkn dgn sopan. cess.....n tht became the joke of the day! cn u imagine that? waa~

***

freaking out like hell. seriously. thought of not sleeping tonight and finishing the endless history stuff, but im only halfway. i really cnt go on anymore. ive been with books the whole day (fine, except one hour of the 1st episode of one tree hill season 6) and looking at all those lines of words make my head spin. i think i need to get some sleep.
ive been through my thinking-about-craps-moments again. well..ever made your mind up about something and everything just dont go tht way? in fact it goes the other way around? yerp. it always happens that way. thts y when at rare moments when things just dont go wrong, and right, there's just..the thrill of it. yerp--end of craps :D

u cnt trust the fortune cookie : )

2008-09-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

Fortune cookie says:
"You might have mail."
I checked my mail. Takdek pn. Ceh. Fortune cookie tipu! :P hehe

we love CROCS (and everything else lah)

2008-09-06T20:35:00.004+08:00

saturday saturday.my mother woke me up early because she wanted oh-so-badly to shop with me (after some desperate accusations that lately she hasnt been spending time with her only daughter) whatever it is i am always open to shop with you ma.because youre the rockstar of my life.and you wont stop rocking me.i know that. love you.

thanks ma for this

and this.haha. i am happy happy happy happy

and we shop shop shop shop shop shop until the very last penny. her pennies lah. we visited some good matsalleh friends of ours who just got back from their summer hols in japan. the mat sallehs whom i deliberately call ''foster grandparents'' and rozairee gedik took them away from me. haha. its ok rozairee we can share atoks together. neta and ward bought us presents from their home in new zealand. i got a pokuki bird while rozairee gedik got a limited edition all black jersey (bangga lah tu) see they looooooooooooooooove you more! envy envy.eventually rozairee wasnt there as he went home to see his parents. btw rozairee if youre reading this i already put your big apple doughnuts (6 ketul ok) in their fridge. belanja me back. hee.

saya mau dumpling nenek

2008-09-06T19:53:00.003+08:00

friday friday.the most anticipating day of the week as students are allowed to be far away from college.so far away that when people flushes the loo, you cant hear the water dripping from the floor below. hence i was born to be the happiest person alive as i know i will be having a rendezvous with nenek's dumplings at home.went for maths and business studies classes with head still imagining the delicate structure of dumplings. gaaaaaaaaaaah.sumpah i was craving for them like hell.well below are some pictures of mr suwandi giving a talk about god of CAS knows what.i wasnt paying any attention. you can tell how my mind is already contemplating such exclusive adoration towards dumplings.

'' CAS merupakan elemen paling penting dalam IB. kamu semua perlu suke buat report dan reflection ape bende ntah. tengok qyna tu. sangat rajin buat CAS report.''

''jika kamu ingin berjaya dalam program ini. kamu perlu berCAS-CAS dengan banyaknya. macam qyna..''

''kan qyna???'' (sambil menunjukkan jarinya ke arah qyna)

''jadi mulai dari sekarang, mari kita ber-CAS!!!'' (dengan nada yang sangat berkobar)

obviously he did not say that.well atleast i think thats what he said during the briefing.tho it is profoundly retarded to declare that a person named qyna has done a lot of CAS activities lately.well tooooo raaah.ive got a brother to be tickled. see you then hotties. happy fasting.

12.28 am

2008-09-06T00:28:00.004+08:00

location: study room
me, trying to absorb s1 stuff thts killing me very slowly..:( and Luqman, beside me, installing some CSI game in my laptop while Kakqilah filling her Bristol form right at the opposite frm me. after a few minutes-Luqman brings a McD brochure at the table. Let's order. :) hehe. division of labour: ordering and waiting fr the delivery guy-Luqman, providing the money-me, continue looking at her brand new ipod-Kakqilah. notice the inequilibrium? :) haha. i agreed to share the sundae choc with Luqman. so, i ate some and passed it to him.

me: hbskn laa..
him: (disbelief) ape ni? sikit nye amik. mane kaknana yg dulu?
me: dh kenyang laa..
kakqilah: dont tell me..
me: nope i dont believe in diets
him: cube tgk bebetul. ntah2 kt tgh2 sundae to ade lubang.

huhu. u knw one problem of trying to reduce my consumption of food. my family will think there's something wrong with me. but nway, i dun believe in diets. im keeping my stomach fr fairuz's b'day party 2mrw. :D huhu.
just nw, while going to the bazaar ramadhan with kakak, it rained heavily. so we crammed under one umbrella 2gether. there were so many umbrellas, kakak called it "the battle of umbrellas" :D while trying to fulfil kakqilah's demand for "kuih yg manis" we stopped at one stall. since kakak's hands were full, she told me to buy any kuih while she stayed a bit further. there were many ppl at tht stall, so i waited by the side~probably cause all the current customers there were men. that made me reluctant to squeeze myself in between them.. and the stall owner seemed more than occupied. maybe id just wait until he's done with everyone else. suddenly a little boy came up to me.

boy: akak nak beli ape?
me: (smiles) camne kire?
boy: (states the price of all the kuihs that are green-i wonder why) tp boleh bg murah kalau akak beli banyak.
me: (tells hm wht i wanna buy)
boy: (pulls his dad's shirt and tells him)(Boy's dad looks at me, gives me a smile and then packs the kuih fr me)nanti lain kali akak dtg laa sini lagi tau. (while waiting for his dad to finish)
me: (nods and smiles) tq :)

heheh...that little boy is so cute. i think maybe he's not even in primary school yet. out of all the male present there, the little boy proves to be more gentleman than any of them :p haha. :D

p/s: to belle, shen, varsh n esp christina: enjoy ur weekend and doe in college :) i'll try bringing back kfc..if i can.
and to qyna, selamat berpuase :)

raining raining

2008-09-05T19:28:00.004+08:00

''rain rain go away, come again tomorrow because i dont wna have class'' that is nadia. she has an ''educatedly'' cool umbrella to protect her while i have none.well it has been raining for the past few days. and it has been me sleeping until the very end of the evening without noticing. i got back from class soaking wet because there was no umbrella around to be used. and my shoes are caked with earth-like clusterings. the second time i went to class, there was no umbrella too.luckily there were iski and jhar who umbrella-guarded me along the way.thanks guys (tho jhar continuously asked iski to let go of the umbrella and forged to me to run like baboon) brurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. its darning cold at the moment. i better stop.i wonder whats for berbuka.

before that lets all recite Al-fatihah to the late grandpa of nana's (my kms buddy cum roomate) who has just passed away late evening yesterday. Al-fatihah.

best of luck fivers tkc

2008-09-05T16:07:00.004+08:00

oh i forgot to inform you guys.i went to college yesterday. the form fives are having their trials so i thought i should drop by to say hello and ''padan muke esok trials'' to them. haha. this normally happens when tkc is situated so nearby. so nearby that you can breathe its hipocracy and tender frustrations and dreadful back-stabbing melodramatic laughters. aku sangatlah tidak unwell sekarang.

the happiest super-senior to visit her junior is kino. just look at that smile.

essays..essays..essays

2008-09-05T10:31:00.002+08:00

belle, shen and zac agreed that the opp cost of me getting a heart attack is worth for strengthening our friendship. cn u imagine tht? :( haha~we had a crazy nite just before our Econs exam today, with belle holding the record of the least sleep. :)
officially finished the exam that requires the shortest essay. Now..moving on to Lit(10 pages), history( maybe 16?) and another Lit(10 pages)...hahah. but wtv it is..thts next week. Im coming home this weekend! Yeay! There'll be a delicious cake waiting for Fairuz's b'day celebration. :) hehe.
but until then~studystudystudystudystudy..Aaaa~
and btw i would like to congratulate my new official driver and chaperone to go anywhere for the new driving licence. huhu~id have someone to drive me around now. *wink

john mayer shouted ''say what you need to say''

2008-09-04T09:54:00.002+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. belle get over with whaim already. anyways best of luck to all of you. i guess if i am still there, i'll be doing my first trial paper too tomorrow. thank god. nothing much to say this week, two seniors dropped by my class last tuesday for a short chit-chatting session regarding their 39 points achievements in the IB exams. we were being told they will be applying for a placement in UK's Newcastle university for medicine. and they sat down with a short declaration ''we'll be having our interview tomorrow,so you'll be the interviewer and you can ask as many questions as you can'' cett. just say it out loud, i am the super talented-super famous-super senior your seniors have been drooling and talking about all this while. yucks. i can sense some unfavourable pomposity in him already.to the girls, hold on to your horses my dear i know you guys are already falling for him.the session went well until i started to shower him with questions regarding his passion for medicine and as what my classmates told me, i was the exact replication of Simon in American Idol. woohoo.taik lah where got. i was being the kind qyna as always. bloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooof. and then there were cascading amount of blabla's which explains how lazy i am to complete my already agitated sentences.for example ''pastu kan blablablablabla, and then blablabla'' my friends complained ''dak tkc memang cakap camtu eh?'' ''oh..entah'' anyway the story about this so called working smart (he deliberately dubbed himself that) senior didnt end there. imagine yourself being me with a large number of your girlfriends drooling over some super senior they just knew and never stop talking about him whether theyre in the dorms, in the dining hall, in the class and even in the loo. so what he's a part time model? he's NORMAL. lets say this with me honey HE-IS-NORMAL. now with all due respect, stop talking about him.lets talk about gays and their wonderful, distinct behavior.that will be fun.till then belle and arine, miss you guys.and happy ramadhan hotties!

tomorrow is the "BIG" day !

2008-09-03T20:00:00.002+08:00

omg, i cn't even think of anything except for maths rite nw. *bluff* .me, arine, shenny, varsh n christina will be in the hall at 2pm tomorrow.having our first trial paper-P1.hw great is that ? i just hope that everything goes perfectly as plan. and miss shen bun, we'll get our target okay!

besides 'risau-ing' bout the paper, im still happy cz i gt to spend almost the entire two freaking hours in GH with mr waym. hooray! *wink*

hmm. what else, huh?urm..i like ramadhan this year, at college. and the only reasonable reason - i gt to 'buka puasa' with him every single day. perfect view+perfect guy+almost awesome food+cool friends=a really great dinner.haha.enough said, im totally into him. since the dh changed their rules a bit (no shorts)- waym cnnt wear hs cool shorts anymore, instead he wore long pants for the past two days. haih, a lil turn-off. but, not hs fault, im blaming the *ridiculous* dh.haha. i better end nw, need to start reading again. but before that :

GOOD LUCK,

Arine,

Shen,

Varsh,

Christina,

Belle,

n of course Mr Waym!

p/s : someone suddenly came into my life, and he's getting a place in my pathetic "jantung" without him realising it.

love, belle

blood donation campaign

2008-09-01T09:51:00.003+08:00

blood donation campaign.conducted by the mercy medic club members.iski was looking a lot better than before. he is still in great amount of shock after being forged out from kyuem. well here is all good. we have everything that you have belle. including -you know what- (i know youre smiling) well the blood drive went smoothly.it was amazingly a ''grand'' event as quite a number of college students participated in the blood-dripping-hand-clutching activity. nothing much

Externalities

2008-08-31T16:18:00.002+08:00

Found this diagram somewhere in the web. been revising--and well, here's the negative externality diagram. It occurs when a third party receives a spill over cost during a consumption or production. Area in red is the external cost of production. an easy example is when you play loud music at night. it costs your neighbour her rest to rejuvenate energy. Thus, your neighbour who is a third party, receives a negative externality out of your action. A more realistic example is probably the manufacturing of goods by a factory, emission of pollutants as a result of production will result to health problems to the community living around the factory area. They, who happen to be the third party receive a negative externality as a result of the production. Yeah, i forgot, there's an over production occuring. :)
hehe. i ws studying using one thin book and realized that it has no diagrams for me to refer to. man, there's still a lot to revise. id be dead meat. its crzy i think taking all my subjects for AS, esp when it requires reading. huhu. i wonder if wht i wrote up there is accurate. haha, i hv a problem of being concise enough.
just letting my mind rest for a while. Back to work~! :D
p/s have you ever stopped and think for a while, and find that your doings back at the past are being repaid back, regardless if its in a good or bad way? naa..its just a thought. nothing really.
and p/s: after years and years, finally i get to eat at swensen's yesterday. (although kakak thought of dropping me by the longkang before that) :D and well, last time i was there..which was long before i entered secondary school, i really dreamt of wanting the firehouse happy bday ice cream desperately, BUT then when i looked at the menu again yesterday, i figured out tht the only interesting thing about the ice cream was the fire on it. :) and it looks so finish-able. very. it used to look so....unfinish-able. :D right..things can really look diff than it seems when i was little and now. huhu.
and p/s i think im sleeping instead. hehe. ^_^

Older

2008-08-31T02:35:00.001+08:00

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go, life goes on
Wasting no more time
So much to be done
Everything works out
So they say
Over my shoulder, it's tough getting older

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Here before my eyes, many roads ahead
Time for me to choose one way now
If I take a chance
What lies down the road
Feeling so confused, turned round
On and on, on and on

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go, life goes on
Over my shoulder, on and on
It's tough getting older, on and on, on

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older

Empty~

2008-08-30T18:04:00.006+08:00

Thats the title for the song of the day. :) been hearing it over and over again until luqman comes in the room and plays the guitar. thts the one person in the family who hs the "music touch" huhu. even if i cn play the piano smtimes bt im nt as devoted to it, as luqman is, to guitar. he has the natural music i think. i prefer hearing when it comes to music. : )
well, i came back and discovered a brand new honda accord parked in the garage. and our prado.. missing. mama just bought a new car! finally, no 2nd hand cars. haha. the plastics are not even off the seats. good news? next time if we travel far as a whole family, i dont need to cram my long legs at the back seat. and bapak's planning to buy his dream car pretty soon. is that wht ppl do when theyre retiring? maybe.
reflecting on this week, well theres loads of stuff tht happened. belle spent almost all the nights of this week sleeping over at L7 exchanging rooms with varsh. why? happens tht some flying insect invaded belle's room, and belle is never going to sleep there until she finds the "bangkai" as a result of excess ridsect sprayed across her room. :D but u wouldnt knw how advanced belle is this week. hehehehe. well, dear mc d cn be in ur list belle..just at the bottom.....:p haha. thanks fr saving me about the "pencil crisis", im really grateful. felt really bad about it. but nt anymore. id catch up with ur stories when we come back ek?

"Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand"

Thts frm Joe Jonas--->i think i found a better place to start again..: )yeah i think so. while studying about Mansfield alone at the rc for my test some time this week, i did something with a piece of paper. i folded it into a paper ship. and i wrote something on it. thats where i wnt to strt from. i need to try to get to where i want to. and ill find the missing piece somehow. but wht i wrote on it? ill put it in the blog if it ever comes true. :D
and wht i really learnt these days? always think hard before u tell someone u dont know a person. huhu. but im glad ucas is all settled. and a frog sticker brightens my day. esp when i thought i really blew it off. and trials are so near...and Ramadhan is coming. everytime i think of Ramadhan, i thought of my 16th bday that was during that month almost two years ago. i wnder if the wish is still there inside me. right..im drifting.
and i hv a zinger burger waiting dwnstairs. yum2. later

TRIALStrialsTRIALS

2008-08-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

less sleep more books less hot guys more nerds less walking more tido petang less energy more tests less marks more hot air less coldness more rain less sunshine more indoors less outdoors more rcs less cafes more it labs less swimming more nightmares less clothes more sleepovers~

thats basically our lives when facing trials next week..esp when the preparation process is still far away from starting :)

p/s : lesson of the day - "never give in to guys easily, or they'll take you for granted"

with loads and loads of *desperate-ness*,

arine & belle

to adila azyan with LOVE.

2008-08-29T22:07:00.005+08:00

dodo is a soon-to-be BRITISH HOTTIE.

to my dear dodo i am officially missing you already. dodo is going to the united kingdom tomorrow pursuing medicine. i am going to miss miss miss miss miss you sayang. thanks for the awesome evening today. it was worth every second. we conquered starbucks and made the place a lot cooler. i guess when tkcians enter such claustrophobic compartment like starbucks, their mouths would blurt screams of laughter and noise. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. i miss doing those screeching screams with you guys. and i miss my bir. bir and i used to go to starbucks every second that we get. caramel frapps. woooooooooooooh. first time in four months, i actually carved an enormous smile on my miserable face. and the best part is dodo gave in a sum of cash for us to spend. ok this post is supposedly made just for her. dodo, take good care of youself ok dear. you will definitely do fine i assure you.affirmatively, you will do great in medicine and i cant wait to see the new thick british accented hottie after a couple of years. i will miss you badly man. every minute that we spent was the best part. lets see i gave you one of koleq's LIMITED edition tee (hey my present was the coolest ok you just have to admit it) haha. and i think huda was envy of my sheer achievement that she gave you some rocking medals and a gruesome looking PINK pajamas with hello kittie looking absurdly retarded on it (no offence huda). tenna gave her expired shopping card with her name punched on it and a sweater and a tee (also with her name on it) gosh. can you see how much we dont want you to forget us dodo? please dont forget to remeber us here ok darling? we'll pray for your safety there and as i said UK has limitless hot spot facilities, dont forget to on your web cam when you're bathing, when your talking to your hot mat salleh friends, when you spot becks and posh spice and when you wear my koleq tee (I want to see you wear it make sure). Love you dodo. see youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu hun.

nau jangan perasan. you fly lambat lagi dengan i. heeeeeeeee.

come come swim

2008-08-28T23:31:00.004+08:00

the green headed-googled alien with green flippers and the bapok hottie.

these flops went for swimming.

all i wanted to do was to get out of the college and get wet. very very wet. so i dragged my roomates nana bapok and farah bebeh to the nearest pool center in negeri sembilan. aaaaah the feeling of water oppressing through every inch of your dry body makes me feel really really supremely EXCITED. i will do whatever it takes to get myself into the pool. rain or no rain. i think the mother of all swimming pool hates us so much, that the swimming center has in principle given the red light to us as the normal pool was closed for pump repairment. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarn. off we went mencari for a new pool and we got one fortunately. yeay yeay yeay. oh did i tell you that the first pool we went was so green that i accidentally fell in love with the colour. one word. filthy.

this is nana being extremely excited.

they call me a superstar for organising a swimming club.

2008-08-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION IB JUNIORS
(BATCH FOUR) KMS

SWIMMING CLUB is back!
The college is re-opening another club for all IB juniors mainly for the purpose of CAS. The amount of students is restricted to 15 girls and 15 boys only, thus, spaces are very much limited. First come first serve basis is inculcated. So watch out for any further notices guys!

Important notes:

1. Club members may consist of beginners (those who are interested in learning basic swimming skills), intermediate and also advance swimmers.
2. Club members must possess a complete swimming attire equipped with goggles and etc.
3. For beginners, it’s highly advisable to get yourself a training board.
4. Swimming lessons are conducted once/twice a week depending on the college’s weekly schedule.
5. Swimming lessons are conducted in separated pools for girls and boys (Pusat Aquatik Paroi). Lessons will most probably start after Eid Mubarak break.

Any further questions regarding the club, kindly refer to Syahrina Salim (Qyna) MD43.

koleq has a new batman

2008-08-27T09:30:00.007+08:00

in mara college seremban where adequate sleep is a complete rarity, incarcerated living organism like me prefer to write blogs and update my fellow loving platonic comrades about my boring stories and adventures. its true that i need medicine. medicine to unwind my coiled confused brain which bleeds crap every twenty minutes. before that congratulations to mr anwar for winning the permatang pauh by-election. ''kolet kolek koleq'' - sounds like an old boy looks like an old boy. i quote my new t-shirt presented by my father. thanks dad. i reckoned some profoundly agitated eyes,staring at me ferociously when i entered dewan selera yesterday wearing the new tee. i think i digested part of my pride but damn lah. who cares.battle of the wordlords. this is a competition held by the college during its annual open week. they provide you with a word and youre required to babble about it for two solid minutes. for example. the screen says describe '' g a y s'' and i would talk continuously on how gay shane ward is in almost all of his music videos. unfortunately i was deliberately forged by my teachers to enter it. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah . by official dictate, not by my peers' views or public acclaim, i know that i will supremely have trouble devoting myself in such healthy competition because i know myself and i know that my head has gone goo-goo crazy at that time. anyhow i was hoping on a more serious topic like the livelihood of hardcore poor, global food crisis, climate change, global warming, environmental degradation or unproductive agriculture that results in hunger, breeds violence and insecurity etc. and guess what i received the word ''batman'' shit. i compounded my long past experience on this particular comic superhero cum hottie hottie bod superstar acting in the sequel but all i can get in my head was blankness. and so i said '' urgh uuuuuuuuuuuurgh oh ahhhhhhhhhhhh urgh urgh'' honk honk. say something for godness sake. yes i said a couple of words but all of them turned out ridiculously out of topic. it would be presumption on my part and i could be proven wrong, but logic would suggest that the choice of word is irrefutably RETARDED. the conclusion out of this is i suck.big time.oh my. my break time is over. i have chemistry now. until then belle and arine. miss you guys. hell loads. sumpah.

2008-08-26T13:54:00.003+08:00

in memories of Mukhi..:(

the one who came and go without warn. youve been a great pet.

May you rest in peace.

xoxo,

arine