kamilah fluorescent adolescent itu

i send him emails when i need help.
''hello abg ku (:
sorry to bother you but i need to type out words because my life is in a mess right now.as you already know i got mara and the only college they allow me to go is mara banting or mara seremban. i know you are not satiated with their decision so papa and i hd manage to make an appeal letter considering how buruk and usang the condition of the institution. but i can not exactly tell you where i am heading next because they will answer us next week after that. so i am still waiting here in kyuem (wondering that i will leave this wonderful college in two weeks time) and hoping that they allow me to take medic at a levels. at least. i dont know but somehow i feel so bad if i reject the scholarship.you know well that i cant be a good scientist who sits there (befriending mute companions like mr measuring cylinder and ms test tube.and i want a job that connects me with the people for crying out loud! where the hell do you think i should put this bloody large mouth of mine! so i need your advice and you damn well give me some because i am aching my fingers out while typing this long and pathetic e-mail to you. tell me when you are coming back. mama sudah bising you tak contact die. she's out abroad you know.
love.
adik ''

and he will reply only if its the ''important'' kind of help.

''i'm heading home on the 30th. i'm going on a road trip with mubeen mukhtar (kina's friend qay's brother), and beyh and neena sufiyan. now, whose idea of telling mama i'm going steady with beyh?why dont i jump of a cliff while i'm at it.anyways, for kina if it was me i'll stay doing a-levels. the thing about banting and seremban is that; the not up to par teaching capabilities and delapidated facilities made my success a lot sweeter. It's like after climbing an impossible mountain of odds with a string of thread and just a plastic bag for oxygen supply. Now if you get to do medic, Mara will probably send you to Banting or Seremban anyway.Look, I know Medic is your passion but you really have to make lemonade out of lemons Kina. Truth is, i only opted for Petroleum Engineering because its the only field where a lot of people have not much interest in And the least competition for employment.At least make something out of it Kina. Try to get what you can and just deal with it''

and i usually reply to him anyways.

''what you are actually proposing is : go take the mara offer and just shut up. yes i get you. lets just wait and see. if mara still ignores my appeal letter then i am bound to live in mara college. banting or seremban i dont care. its just a two years course and how bad can that be. you made it tru those odds with that thread of yours :) hey i didnt tell mama that you are stable with her (which i normally doubt it to be really exact) and whoever did it, its just not me.i didnt do it for heaven's sake. no time lah to be loitering around your oh-so-splendid love life. pathetic. i will wait for mara. and i will listen to you. thanks abg.maybe there's much more than that to life.have a good road trip.take good care.sumpah i jealous nak mati. aaargh. wait mubeen's brother?he's a friend of mine?since when?
love
adik''

and thats about it. anyhow

we went for bowling during tutorial.

mainly to celebrate ah hui

who's leaving us next wed.

''arine : where is it bende bowling ni weh?

shen : dekat bukit beruntung lah arine.

arine : bukit beruntung? tak penah dengr ponn.

shen : heh bukit beruntung lah ala dekat dekat sini lah

arine : omg! look there's people around!..ade orang!

shen : kete pon ade..wah! ade orang dalam van!

arine : civilisation! yes atlast jauh daripada hutan beringin..''

aku sangat sedih melihat kejahilan rakan-rakanku ini.

this is ah hui.well his feet lah.

our batch is planning a farewell party

and they made us write absurdly

small cards for him.

i dno what to write actually.

i came up with some words eventually

- half an hour later (:

''dear ah hui,

thanks for everything.

what is garnet without you dude!

best of luck in france. bonne chance!

friend cum task-mate,

qyna''