i put on some flabs when i am stupidly sad

i am a junior. i am a fishcaking fruitcuping kebabing depressed junior.

i compounded my sadness and all i get was a pool of tears at the end of the conversation.the long phone conversation by my best butts.the usual six. puake, belle, shen, arine, vee and me only this time i was on speakerphone.ive shrinked into a techno voice system you guys. sheesh. dont worry sayang you guys will be fine.superbly fine and make sure to bully the juniors for me. haha. though i think shen might not have the guts to do so (: i want to be there.i need to be there.fuc lah.