tatkala aku berduka engkau sentiasa di sisi tetapi bukan hari ini.i am asking for sheer forgiveness that is all.why is it so hard to wish her a happy-merry mothers day anyway? usually the three of us would buy her presents wrapped with delicate pink cover with vanilla peach candle alongside.not this year.this year is so dull and i am all alone in the house so i assume that she doesnt really care about today.whats the big deal about celebrating this so-called mothers day? as if you'll get arrested if you dont celebrate it.and i wonder stupidly why ive been (joyfully) celebrating it anyways back then.i choose not to wish her.not for now that is considering the fact that there will be another possible long feud.so recalled just now when you and me were sitting in the car for thirty minutes without talking to each other.ironically fly fm crews repeated cascadingly 'give your mother a hug and say that you love her during this mothers day' i get the message now stop emphasising it already.damn stupid radio.i have nothing more to say and i rather dig myself under the thick covers of slumber than to think about this personal matter.better yet to cry myself dry.no thats an utter humiliation.i rather sleep.before that mom, i love you and happy mothers day and this is the closest thing i can do to reach you for now.sorry too.
-qyn
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