Monday, 29 September 2008
nana oh nana
stopstopstop suffering jimbo
dont be fooled by their innocent looks people (:
p/s: if you reckon, jhar has been standing like that for half an hour. haha. ask him why. weee
poor you honey. suddenly i feel like changing you. a babi would be a good substitution. they wont dare to kacau then. haha (:
i dont know what you're talking about sayang
Sunday, 28 September 2008
to my dearest qyna : )
p/s : love you. always hv n always will :)
love, belle
Friday, 26 September 2008
Thursday, 25 September 2008
dont know how it feels yet, dont wanna think about it
the culprit who's leaving me :(
pegi kopitiam ngn baju tido...so we decided to act anything but normal :p
me: oh..i was just thinking of what im going to wear.
her: cehh...superficial gler.
actually i lied. i was thinking of what it would feel like when the bed beside mine is empty for another 365 1/4 days. people say you shouldnt think ----omg, joe jonas is so hot in the mtv awards------right, right. fine. its better when u dont think much until u reach the day. :)
but anyway, spent loads and loads of time just cherishing the moments that left. candles to hotels to kopitiam in the middle of the night and movies and everything. and yeah...and laughing ^_^
blame it on my forever roommate that's leaving me.
how does it feel..i mean..having someone who's forever in your life..leaving? I dont know.
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
fiction vs non-fiction
Monday, 22 September 2008
nil
kringgg* the emergency buzzer in my head alert me. have to get out of the way. run!run! i immediately went to the couch and pretended to sleep, i was sleepy anyway. and abang asked mama "the question". but in the midst of the ipod kakqilah gave me, i barely heard a thing. all i heard was....mama's voice, then abang's then mama's..this is not going to get ugly. i hope. bapak came and like just listened i think, i didnt really hear his voice. cnt blame me, my eyes were shut anyway. bapak asked one simple one-word question: When? ..Just that? haha..right. and abang answered: 2010. i think abang's phone rang and i heard bapak said to mama.."biarlaa..die nk kawen 2010, ok ape, dh stable, dh hbs housemen.." and i dozed off....
abang: tau x, abang bru kene ceramah pnjg td..
me: with my eyes shut..snored louder
kakak comes down, rushing to work.
abang: tau x kakak...mama bg ceramah pnjg pepagi..(continues to tell kakak)
me: half sleeping, half hearing.
kakak hears intently.
that is basically a morning of ramadhan in my house. :0
well, when mama says no, its always a no. so, i ajak abang tgk wayang instead. hehe. :D it's called..taking advantage of the situation. hehe. actually i pity him so. but then me + kakqilah + abang went to mid, and abg bought his gf this cool swatch watch that is like rm300+ that has a pic of mushrooms at 12 and forms a pic of a turtle at 3. best gler..:) and he bought kakqilah a rm 200+ swatch watch as a farewell gift. u knw wht he gave me? the swatch bag which he got as a FREE gift...:( sedey gler. and i hv a new fave newspaper-The Edge.
there was this one article about the banking system in US at the verge of collapsing because of the subprime crisis. and giant banks are moving towards bankruptcy. AIG, an American insurance company is collapsing too, but the gov is still injecting funds to keep it stay afloat. i think thts ws wht mr brookes was referring to in History class which i have completely no clue when he mentioned it. but seriously its interesting. and will m'sia be affected? well, we can feel safe in the sense tht 90% of our assets and investments are in ringgit and not US dollars. and we're stronger than we were in the 1997-98 crisis. tht's by far wht i understnd. i shud continue reading. Later~:)
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Sunday, 21 September 2008
of dreams and mistakes
The voice: Why stick to that one when it keeps dissappointing you? Youd just get hurt every time you try to play it. Why not try another one?
me: but i really believe in this one. i know almost all the flaws as much as what it can do. i know it inside out.
The voice: Maybe you simply just believe in what you want to believe. Not the reality of what the piano really is. Maybe you think you know it inside out, but the truth is you dont.
the dream doesnt make sense at first, but it does now, when i thought of something that i had been trying to ignore since friday night. people say that when ure searching for answers..just ask yourself.
maybe ive been stupid. maybe i shud have been more realistic. how can i believe in something that is clearly not real? i guess i deserve this..after what i have done in the past. a pay back to the selfish me. huhu. who am i to complain? ^_^
of song dedications and talents...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUzmcZbIOQc
this is a video of a song posted in youtube dedicated to me. but then i feel that the video is of a great talent and it should be shared with as many people possible. :) it's a song called "only human" from 1 litre of tears. honestly? im really touched, huhu. man, i am. this person's music will change the world someday. or at least, someone's life. btw, u guys should note, the music is played based on hearing, not from a score or anything. and well, she said, when playing this song, she is reminded of simply..beautiful memories. she hopes it has the same effect on others hearing too. i know i do, it reminds me of the portion of the past when i was so purely happy, that no words can describe the moment. :)
so~enjoy, to anyone's hearing this song. later~
Saturday, 20 September 2008
sleepless nite
my fault, i left the kabhi kushi kabhi gham dvd at arine's chalet. now,im bored. maybe i should watch stardust again. haih. clueless without arah tujuan. im letting the stars to guide me : )
p/s : "but i love you"..the most straight forward-slash-romantic line by rohan. the world are lacking of guys like rahul & rohan of course.huhu. *weep*
love,belle
Friday, 19 September 2008
summarizing this week : )
today is basically a i-dont-know-wht-to-say-day. got a b for history. haha..and u knw why it's a bit frustrating? cause mr brookes said at 1st tht i just got myself into the A band. turned out it was a miscalculation. got a "b". huhu. call me kiasu, but its a bit frustrating and scary, esp when i spent like the whole morning in the rc feeding my brain with facts. huhu. and while waiting fr history, got mr J asking me why i didnt come to class yesterday. yerp. admit it, it was my fault. i slept the whole evening i missed class, which turned out to be an assessment. so like i hv just one block left to finish it while others got like..3 blocks. n when he asked me, i just simply answered, i overslept. yerp..shud be covering up, but i dunno, i wasnt in the mood to beat around the bush tht moment. n he shook his head and went off. cnt blame him. bad me. huhu.
huhu..but u knw wht makes me laugh today? well, i ws on the way to history during break when i saw belle coming out the door, wearing a kebaye. yerp she looks stunningly nice 2day, but wht makes it amusing? there were like 3 boys tagging behind her. imagine, like belle in front, followed by 3 boys. huhu, she looks like a girl with three bodyguards. haha. yeah belle, i knw, theyre your classmates. but haha, the scene was like..amusing. seriously, didnt notice another girl in the same crowd. no wonder why your pompous gang keep checking u out these days. :p
and last nite, i watched 1 and a half movie of kabhi kushi kabhi ghamm. one time with shen and another half with belle that i fell asleep. huhu, kajol's character in the movie is so like varsh, says shen, with me nodding, and varsh giving us tht look. hahaha. but the funny thing is belle and shen cried bt during very diff scenes.
and yeah, belle and i realized how shen and christina will always give diff viewpoints of the same guy. like on mr d, or kerik, or tht rempit-religious guy..or..or..mr pencil. haha, ud get confused seriously. when christina says mr d is quite okay-good looking, shen says he's soft. haha..kesian belle, but at least u get both sides balanced rite?
and yeah, b4 i frgt, i should do an orbituary for christina's hamster that just died this week:
friday dryday
roomates saya di luar room.
Thursday, 18 September 2008
writing poetry kills
anyway, just got my lit paper..and going to get history later. woke up late three days in a row. maybe cz we're sleeping under the air cond again. except the fact that we were recording the video of kerik dar-dar (or belle calls whaimy now) predicting the future of us five-everything is on the normal rating..guess these days nothing's much interesting.
and yeah, btw, a little boy winked at me on the way to the surau yesterday. i dont understand! AAAA..theyre like under age. wtv..haha. okay..it's history already. id be late. BYE!
when sume org tgh gile tgh2 malam bute
-kushi kushi kabhi ghamm
-kuchi kuchi kabhi ghamm
-kuch kuch hotta hain
-etc
belle dh maju! that's one phrase to describe belle these days. hahah..u cn see the shock in her eyes when she got a cheese cake 2day..hahaha...dh laa die penat kene stalk ngn geng2 pompous kt mid td..belle..belle....:P takpe2 belle, ure climbing the ladder to achieve whaimy :) ure getting nearer...huhu
2day, me, belle, christina, shin yi, adina, varsh n aina went to mid. apparently shen tinggal kt college to study :) we watched the other boelyn girl, which belle calls "psycho" sbb ade org pancung2 dlm tu..haha..but we shud note: it has historical value :)
and yeah, 2mrw all of us have to crack our heads to do poems during IELTS. (shen says: look who doesnt need to crack her head---> sambil tgk kt belle)
u see belle's writing a poem on LOVE. hehehehehehehe. :D
and varsh is going to be among the cast staging Hamlet 2mrw. sempena nuzul al quran, ade satu soalan best--> nape today is called Nuzul Quran? ntah laa...tatau2
Happy Bday Mr D..U dh tue..arine blum tue lagi!!!! hahaha (smbil nyanyi lagu Just Like A Star dgn intermission dikir barat bertajuk "S loves A")
p/s Qyna-miss u hun :says Belle, Arine, Christina and Shen
Wednesday, 17 September 2008
sayang farhanabee.
jimbo itu gajah saya yang gedempol.
this is mr suwandi's work. gosh i am so sorry hun. i wont tinggal you anymore. bangang nye! malu malu malu like hell :(
''dont mess with the zohans'' is a retarded porn movie.
he boraks more than anyone else (aussie make sure youre reading this honey)
this is how a bapok sits. tralalala.
Monday, 15 September 2008
leaving : (
Sunday, 14 September 2008
silly interpretation : )
once upon a time, in seberang ville....
live two young girls, A and B who ended up being very good friends. they spend their time together whenever they have free time. (time is running out..) so, to cut it short, one day, A has to go to the great hall as she is sitting for literature exams. B, who wanted to go the library that day decided to accompany A to the hall as their routes were almost the same. while walking, mrM-the-hottie was behind them without B even realising it. upon reaching the junction where they had to split, B hugged A and wish her good luck. on the other hand, mrM who was indeed shocked by their 'weird cum normal' behaviour suddenly stopped and stared. after a few seconds, he continued walking to the hall, but A and B can sense something different from his face. B knew that he was imagining things which are not but she can't do anything about it. somehow, that 'weird look' from mrM might be the downfall of her 'stuck-up' reputation.
i just want to clear things up actually...the truth behind the whole story :
meet the saturday shopping guru.
its hard to find good books lah nowadays.
then she found crap.
she reads crap all the time (:
nana si bapok.
qyna sayang nana sayang qyna
makan makan and we're just getting started.
they stole my phone. and gave me these instead.
punggung nana sedang bermain bowling.
i found a shocked kert along the way. miss you darling.
ini kerja bangang sahaja. lalalalalala.
the ''vogue'' tired pathetic look.thats when we start to head back home.