happy birthday fairuz : )

introducing the b'day girl: Nur Ain Fairuz :)

practical cake when u hv lots of naughty kids and hungry teens ready to grab the cake :)

poyo!! haha :D

thts acap playing ultraman with me and i become the monster who takes his pic :)

and as usual; me and hanis..huhu.."bi" has a historical meaning. *wink

just got back frm fairuz's b'day party. she's turning two! hehe. u knw whts so special about her? just one year ago when she was first born, i remembered how doctors said she wont make it that long. she's a special kid with some probs in her heart and intestines. i remembered going into the icu with nazi when i first saw her. she ws so small, and..fragile. bcz tht was an icu, like, only nazi and i was there. huhu. i really wntd this little girl to survive. i remembered whispering to her when we were alone together at tht icu. i told her hw she should try hard and struggle to survive. cause she'll have a very big family waiting fr her at home and lots and lots of love. i told her she wouldnt want to miss tht. :D and yerp;she's a survivor, a strong one. the possibilities that she would survive ws smaller than not surviving. but she did. see hw special she is? and mak su ws also very determined to get her child to survive. her sacrifices fr Fairuz ws enormous. and we're all lucky tht our prayers we granted. Allah blessed all of us with Fairuz. :) and yeah, today, balqis played a new game with me. she'll hide behind my back and the moment i turn to her, she'd spit at me. cn u imagine tht? AAAA....im bullied by a lil kid. waaa~ haha. and pak man predicted tht one day id marry some european..hahahahaha, very funny. abg hakim nye lg best...rokawa kaede..huhu (raised eyebrows) right.....haha. and the joke 4 2day is really biased against me. the whole table consisting of bapak, luqman, akmal, hazwan, pak man, pak lang and abg hakim concluded tht the best way of indicating that my stomach is full is when i mkn dgn sopan. cess.....n tht became the joke of the day! cn u imagine that? waa~

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freaking out like hell. seriously. thought of not sleeping tonight and finishing the endless history stuff, but im only halfway. i really cnt go on anymore. ive been with books the whole day (fine, except one hour of the 1st episode of one tree hill season 6) and looking at all those lines of words make my head spin. i think i need to get some sleep.
ive been through my thinking-about-craps-moments again. well..ever made your mind up about something and everything just dont go tht way? in fact it goes the other way around? yerp. it always happens that way. thts y when at rare moments when things just dont go wrong, and right, there's just..the thrill of it. yerp--end of craps :D