sunday morning rain

HOW I WISH

today is not a sunday.woke up late.damn.and there goes my plan.im so sorry.i should have warnd you.i have trouble waking up early nowadays.well i need some sleep.frankly.last night i was forced to watch the election.well not forced.but it was a total shock and everyone was making a big deal out of it.my chance for that specific scholarship.thin.no further comments on that.

(currently listening to sorry.by buckcherry)

so no movies for me.tanrums.screams.shouts.and im full of them.so empty inside indeed.breakfast gone.lunch served on time.glad it was my fav:)so i went cruising instead.with mom.and missing the long cruise with abg ray.cepatlah balik sini.then we met neta and she told me some wonderful stories about new zealand. and how she misses her grandchildren.and the wonderful-picturesque view from her bedroom window.well thats pretty obvious.all you can see here from her present apartment window is some unidentified building.bapaklah-hideous compared to what she told me about the bay and the sexy (still curious) mountains.well thats malaysia!no valleys or caverocks or harbours.at least we have some cekodok stalls or the kelapa tree around here somewhere?laughs.no lah.i dont think subang jaya is that ulu.nope.not even a cekodok stall can be seen around.yes she enjoys the food.malaysia food is always nice and exotic really.and fattening.exhibit a.me myself.

amazingly my name has a meaning in maori.

neta = the beginning of a day.

qyna (kei-na) = a weird exotic seafood eaten by the maori tribes for special occasion.

so.we were talking about her family.and i reckon finally how weird her family is.acc to her she has a daughter who shares the same partner as her other daughter but theyd separated somehow.its mainly to sustain their maori tribe and some yada-yada principle.dont really comprehend.or was i not paying attention.i wonder.but the main point is.what!imagine getting a child with your brother in law.it is as tho the miserable guy is passed around for the common good of the tribe.or is he miserable?i wonder still. even here in our community.i dont think it is possible.that (suddenly) leads to the fact about girls nowadays that i just dont quite understand.why chase after a guy that you think you wont get.better yet why being with a guy that will leave you after a couple of weeks.no offence to anyone.suddenly reminds me of a song by adele.called chasing pavements.

'should i give up

or should i just keep chasing pavements

even if it

leads nowhere'

yes.you should give up and stop slapping hope to someone else.a special dedication to arine and belle.hey i am your president.and a good president i am.boys.one thing i failed to understand so far.tho ive been living with my brothers for all my life.mckk has induced them with weird personalities.some holistic values they share (durhhh).give me a break.

and finally.i manage to upload my birthday pictures.
on vals.14february.

midnight





an abrupt black-out.and suddenly blames of 'i tot i told you guys to turn off the freaking air-cond kan'.turned out it was belles idea.of sudden fake screams and there it is.my so-called birthday cake.nice job guys.

the next day

a counterfeit call.saying urgent to room now.and found these instead. good garments hung.blanket on grassy floor.cupboard ransaked.room a total topsy-turvy.pictures on shutters.caps on tall trees.beloved gay ed on the open-public corridors.

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so i went

running like hell

evening of water splashes.wet.unexpected.

dirty.guling-guling acts of no mercy.no pictures required.special thanks to all 10.5s girls and yes i will mesmerize this special moment perpetually.get ready for revenge.evil.and i mean evil laughs.

p/s sorry to rozairee for not remembering his birthday.damn.i shall make it up to him :)

-qyn