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Wo..memories from forum..sweet memories eh?? ^_^ Sometimes I think, life is full of coincidence, but in truth, they're all simply FATE :) I'm watching House currently..and thinking... BELLE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY..am I the only one watching 18SG and 18SX illegally now?? Yeah2..although physically I'm tall..but I am young ^_^..u see today, I accompanied my eldest sister to buy some stuff, and u know that shop girl asked? "Is that your big sister?" I'm like...Do I look older than a person 7 years older than me??

By the way, Belle, you know, if u wanna enter kick boxing after Easter, I bet u'd get Christina as company. Tun Razak is postponed..I heard. :)

And Qyn..whatever u do..u know we'll support u..but well..things will never be the same if one of us goes missing rite??

Anyway, Mr Bear finally emailed me today. Well, I figured that he stopped emailing not bcoz of that email we agreed to send, but he was caught in an accident. He blacked out in the middle of his journey home by a bicycle..and hospitalised for as long as that. Happy? Yeah. Mc Sub? Hmm, well...^_^ but then after a few hours I figured out I still need him for distraction. Cause well, I admit life had been dissappointing when Mr Bear suddenly shut up like that, but then, when he reappeared after that "temporary" leave, I guess things will never work out the way I want it to be.

Because who emails u for three years and simply ignores a message with your phone number, unless he takes it as "friends"? Yeah, maybe I should learn to accept reality..:) Those things will never happen^_^ Right? Maybe I got a little used to his absence already, although it really sucks sometimes.

But probably, this time, Mc Sub wouldn't help that much. Maybe I should start facing "it" rather than inventing a Mc Sub along the way. Haha..now Qyn I understand why substitutes never work when you really like a guy. :)