~happy~

went to sunway pyramid last week with my family. it's a public holiday, so my mum said "whydon't we go buy ur notebook". at last! she's finally letting me hv one. "yeay!":)
actually, i already knw wt notebook i wnt. i said "i wnt apple, d latest model". then, she came up with all sort of reasons, "apple is nt compatible, i hv a friend who bought apple n she cn't use it, it's too expensive, blabla..."wnt on n on. fine..spent an entire hour browsing thru d digital centre. d fight begin agn ;

me : i don't wnt acer. it's bulky n heavy. plus i don't like d design

my mom : u'r always like dat. u jz look at d outside. check out wt thy hv inside.

me : it's all d same inside.. (stil backing my view)

start browsing agn, leaving d fight behind. finally, we both agree on sumthing. "i think dis one is ok. do you like it?"...i wnt "yeah, it's nice..okla, we buy ds one". hooray!;p well, here's my tablet pc. tadaa..

hehe..i love it:)

dat dy didn't end there.

mom : u stil want to buy hr camera??

dad : erm..yeah, why not?i don't mind.

yeay!i'm getting a camera. ds must b my lucky day..love ya, dad! wnt to d lowest floor. check out fw stores, like my mom said " jz to compare". i don't care bt my feet is aching. my mistake act, lesson 1: do nt wear high heels if u'r wlking for 5 freaking hours..ouch! hah..relievd, gt my camera. happy, happy, happy!(nt my feet dfinitely..huhu)

my new camera;p

wnt back home. pheew..exhaustd!

dt nite, out my eagerness, i startd installing things into my notebook. until,suddenly..it cnnt startup. damn!wt hv i done. d whole nite, i tried bt fail instead. up to 3 am, i gave up.

d next day, wnt agn to sunway pyramid..but ds time with qyna n my dad. first thing, to d digital centre! i found out dat i hv corrupt d files..or something like dt. they hv to reformat it agn. my dad waitd there. as for me n qyna, shopping!

no la.. nt exactly shop-ping. bought movie tickets. couldn't dcide wat to watch either horton hears a who or rule1??wt rule agn..? we asked d girl at d counter bout d mvie..n she said, GHOST. exchaged glances with qyna..then, "ok..2 tickets fr rule1( 2pm)"

the hot officer:)

one of d ghost..there were lots of ghost in d movie*_*

while waiting fr d mvie to start, bought our lunch n pray. came in 5 minutes late..n it startd already. omg, we were terrified. no wondr its 18pl..me n qyna could nt even lookd at d screen. so scary! aftr 10 minutes..

qyna : lets go out!but it's $10 each.bodoh la..(hide hr face behind hr wrapz)

me : (lookd at my watch..)we wait until 3, then we go out

finally i hv d guts to watch d movie..aftr half an hour i guess. hey, it's nt dt bad..d sound effect made it so takut! we watchd d movie till d end though. i cn say out loud " QYNA n BELLE R VRY BRAVE"..hehe..bt i still don't gt it, y 6 ppl jump off d building together.?i give 3 out of 5 fr rule1, mainly bcz the main actor is hot..haha:)

aftr dt, went shopping. bought few things. around 5.30pm, took a cab n went straight back home. evnthough i didn't wear heels ds time, my feet stil hurt! dt nite, droppd qyna at hr house. me, my mom n my grandma wnt to bukit raja. shopping n of course,walking agn!by d end of it..all i cn say..ouch, my feet is killing me. pain! need some sleep..zzzz.

-love, belle-

i'm EXHAUSTED :0

RESTing hours..

this past 2 days hv been very tiring i supppose. for a person who sits at home for 2 long weeks without doin anything at all, evn strolling down d park cn draind ones energy. lets jz say dat what i did ws more than brisk walking n d place; definitely nt peaceful. but, the outcome ws worth-it though :P

i'l tell u guys more bout it in my next post. too tired to write rite nw ;(

-love, belle-

i'm 18!!..hooray..;p

sorry QYN for nt updating my blog for a while...

hv been busy at my beloved kg ds couple of days. well, yeah..last friday,went back to my kg in malacca aftr such a long time. almost all my uncles, aunts n cousins were there..since it's holiday n plus, there's a small occ goin on ;some sort of mjlis kesyukuran..i think. happy to be wit d whole family,esp my lil' cousins..actually all of them are younger than me. i'm nt d eldst btw, i'm d third but my eldr cousins are abroad (in ireland n d other one in indonesia..). acting as d big sis, nt dt hard..naah, so not true! i did try my best to fit in d crowd...so let see : 1.played cars wit iskandr, nami n ayed, 2.hv to make tonnes of expressions jz to please nisha, 3.watchd cartoons all dy long..hmm..wat else???couldn't think of any rite nw. BUT, i did try okay evnthough it didn't wnt dat well. overall, hanging wit them ws kinda fun.

BACK TO majlis kesyukuran thingy..
saturday nite, aftr maghrib prayer. my mama n baba (my grandprents btw;) called few of their closest friends..including their ustaz along wit hs family. it ws jz a small occ, quite closed n wit small crowd. my mama prepared d whole thing by hrself..nasi briyani n nasi jagung, delicious!! GOOD JOB, MAMA! startd of by reciting d zikir n doa at d end of course...then, d lst part ws just eat!! i along wit neddy, aisyah n hanisah n wit d helpd of my uncles hv to cleand up d place..only at dt moment, i realised there's someone else helping us too. GUESS WHO?? they r ustaz's sons..hw kind of em'...hehe..n they r good looking too!(excited...:)


and then comes....

d birthday party!!


wasn't like wat i expectd at all. thought would be jz like usual..oh yeah, evry year, i celebratd my bday wit baba n iskandr (reason : they r born in march too...)fair enough for me..i guess. my mom bought a bluberry cheese cake from my fav shop dt evening. since then iskandr kept bugging me ;

is : kak la, ble nk potong cake ni?
me : kjp je lg..tunggu sume org blk dulu..

few minutes later...

is : kak la, kluarkn la cake 2 dr fridge..nk celebrate bday.
me : sabar..kjp je lg.

my attempt failed. he kept coming back...at last, i gt an idea.

is : cpt la kluarkn cake..
me : kak la x lh kluarkn..tnyla auntie bedah,die yg beli cake 2.

haha..finally, he ws off my feet. poor ibu, hv to layan iskandr. sorry, but i couldn't stand it anymore. okay, d celebration..

mama then kindly asked ustz n hs family to join d celebration..owh,hw nice..but wat would d party be like, wit pious ppl attnding d thing, i thought...hmm...it would b awkward to sing d bday song, yup definitely awkward! plus, i heard baba said something like this to mama ;

baba : lilin ni sume simpan..x yah gne la, ade ustz..

i guess he ws embarrassed....cz he stil clebrate hs bday every year wit cake n candles...it's nrmal la,baba...hehe.
called d whole family to gather in d dining area. iskandar ws so excited wit baba, as they stand in front of d cake..well,me..hiding in d kitchen(no comment on dt..)so wat's nxt,bday song...so not...blowing d candles..as i said earlier, no candles at all. ustz n hs sons start brselawat instead..awkward moment again. but all of us followed em'. aftr d selawat, ustz recitd d doa..step back, n my family sang d bday song(malay vrsion..weird). it ws so soft n nt d usual excited-ppl-singing-d-bday-song-in-eng vrsion like we did evry yr.hehe..funny though as i watchd fr d kitchen. comes d cutting cake part, suddenly they startd calling my name aftr realising i wsn't there..i thought ,$#*@..nw i hv to face ustz n hs good looking sons..ashamed,but wnt out instead. while cutting d cake, i sw iskandr sitting quitely...y iskandr is so quiet??he's d one who ws so damn excited bout d party. i guess he must be in d state of shock..well,we all do. to sum it up, i jz cn say dat it was a vry "diff" bday clebration but yet vry nice n calmd.







-love, belle-

Estas bela tago ;(it's a N.I.C.E day);

from my window, i cn see d blue n clear sky..hearing d kids shouting, playing around. hw i wish i could turn bck time...we all do, rite? somehw, we jz hv to face d fact, n to accept d present, d wy we r now. can't change d past or our present, but one thing fr sure, we cn change our future. it's true,

the future is in our hands

So QYN;
hv faith in yourself. if u think d conference is good n worth it, jz go for it...u know me n arine will always support u. bt, it would be good if u stay with us..hehe..all i cn say, think wisely. think twice okay..

-love,belle-

I sure LOVE toddlers:)

olla..
well d past few days hv been filld with.. quite a lot of "unplanned" stuff i might say(actually, some are nt)..let us begin with :

MONDAY morning; woke up by a 'loud' bang sound..found out it ws coming fr my room..shocked, my youngest cousin fell fr my sis's bed..pity audrey, she ws crying loudly i must say..cnnt blame hr, she's jz few months old. panic for a moment, my parents brought her to d clinic while i, stil sitting on my bed(practically 'mamai') trying to figure out 'hw come my cousins are here in ds early hrs'..am i dreaming??no, definitely not.

owh, nw i remember..my mak long hs something to do in penang, so she sent off her kids along with her maid to our house for 2 dys. its a yeay..i guess. well, audrey is d youngest n we hv, danisha( i calld hr nisha). basically, i playd with nisha, nt really good at handling babies..too fragile for me. let me introduce you to nisha..tadaa..





hmm.. i cn sy dt nisha is special. she hs hearing problems, dts why evn at d age of 4, she stil cnnt talk properly like normal kids. fr my own obsrvations, she's bright n a fast learner, evn a good immitator too..haha. we startd of with writting (i knw2, it sounds like pre-school..boring)..do alphabets n numbers..she's good!! then, ltr at night, urm my dad hs ds, some sort of collection of racing cars..nisha chose 5 cars n arrangd em in 1 row..cn't help myself, so i strtd teaching her again..

belle : nisha, ds is car 1, car 2, n so on..blablabla..
since she cnnt talked, she used hr fingers instead. nisha showed fifth cr first, well i ended up teaching hr descending ordrs.

TUESDAY ; mostly, she played with my sis, jihah...thought i cn relax. then, she screamed, found out they were quarelling bout balls n stuff outside..settled d thing,cme inside. few minutes ltr, nisha cme up to me..

nisha : aaa-aaaa..aaa..aa( pointing outside..)
i tried my best to undrstand what she's saying..
belle : owh..jihah amik bola nisha eh..

told my sis to give it back to hr..d situation wnt bck to normal again..but it didn't end there. nisha kept screaming as she wants ds n dat...n pity me, hv to translate evry single thing dt she said..nt a good translator, i am. thn, to kill time, we played with d racing cars again..but ds time, guess wt..it's acsending ordr. aftr learning both, i think she mixed it up..she counted 1,2 ,3 n aftr d third car, she cm bck to 2,1. oops, my bad for teaching hr 2 opp stuff bt i hope she learnt something though. while waiting fr their dad to fetch them, did drawings n scribblings wit nisha..i ws practically ruining hr colour pencils, rsults fr my bd sharpening skill. make a lrge hole on hr colur pencil..my apology to nisha ( i'l buy u a new one k..hehe).

at last, hd to say goodbye to nisha n audrey..*sad*

-love, belle-

It's time to CHANGE

sometimes i wonder, why we constantly demand for something but seldom appreciate it once it is fulfill...are human such ungrateful creatures??

well, from my own perspective..it may be true, but i believe there are few who does not inherit this particular trait..
i haven't encountered one yet so far..if i'm lucky, maybe one in d next few years of my so-called-perfect-but-still-pathetic life. i, myself cn be ungrateful at times, to be exact most of the time. i tend to neglect people around me, especially those who are dear to my heart.
Exhibit A, my mum, d most important person in my life. she always put us, her angles, first rather than herself..she hs done nothing but jz to give us the best things that we cn evr wished for. nvr crossed hr mind to left us behind in any kinda situation. i, being d "fake" angle, didn't evn bother to appreciate hr, instead, she gets to hear all d stuff dat i'm nt satisfied about..everyday!

i hv come to d turning point. to C.H.A.N.G.E n become a much BETTER HUMAN BEING..*wink*

actually, yesterday, while browsing through d newspaper..something caught my eyes at d horoscope section..well, obv it ws bout pisces..

"today is a new beginning. everything that you do today will affect your future"..(or something like that la)..

for d past 2 days (of doin nothing...*yawn*), i've been reviewing n reflecting myself...n gosh, i found out hw ungrateful i am as a person. i shall take this as a starting point to a journey of becoming a more grateful belle!!

p/s : qyn, mcsmarty is worth waiting for...n i don't think hoping for him is a waste :p

-love, belle-

*d bell rang* -SCHOOL'S OUT-yeay!

firstly,i jz wnna say HELLO HOLIDAYS!!yup,easter break hs started..*gosh*3 whole weeks of break..i cn really picture myself being lazy, sitting in front of tv for hours, eat, sleep, eat some more..omg,what wil d conclusion b like since i already hv d hypothesis..hmm,i wonder..like wat ms madeline said to our class, it's actually "mind ovr matter" nt d other wy around..but we as human tend to frget that..hence, we always put more physical power on most of d things that occurs rather than 'ment'al power..somehw i personally think this particular statement is true. so,nw i'm goin to make sure that my hypothesis fails..let start with,urm..let see..what did she say during our previous class..(yes, she did gives us d steps*wink*)oh ya, something about +ve input n there's a quotation : 'to visualise is to actualise'..so,step 1:stop picturing myself doin all sorts of non-productive things n visualise myself reviewing d topics 4 all subjects since i only hv hmwork 4 physics(pity arine,she hs tonnes of hmwork to do)..hmm,that's a good start, i guess..hehe..thx 2 nab n ieka 4 telling d whole class bout kamal,who 'kononnye' is on diet at d moment(well,actually kamal..goin to cafe frequently is nt consider as apart of d diet plan..haha)..then,our ielts class turn to some sort of motivation class*yawn*..it was fun though!

no more on ielts class..well, there's one more thing that i need to share..today, during assembly, we hd this "student's choice award"(i think la...for d yearbook)..it was fun,evnthough there were lots of empty chairs in d great hall..oh well, evn arine noticed it..hehe. I practically ws very excited when they listed d nominees 4 most eligible bachelor, n gt out of control by d time they announced d winner.. (sorry qyn n arine 4 embarrassing u guys in front of d seniors)..well, my comment : i was not being me at dt time,basically possessed by mcrainy..haha. hwevr, mr qriqie didn't won d award..i ws happy as i thought i hv won d bet against varsh(mommy v)..but luck ws nt on my side this time. At the end,qriqie did get an award n i lost while varsh won..*sad*..since i lost d bet, i've already been assignd a task that i must do immediately after d break..(no details on d task, bt i cn say that it involves my deepest fear)..i guess, i hv to start gathering my courage fr nw.

-love,belle-