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Saturday 3 May 2008

dissection is better than diseksi

warning.some material may be inappropriate for children and also to those with severe heart attacks. .









diseksi is a known word used by university students to explain operation replacing the common word pembedahan or dissection.an early bird dissects more rats than usual.i came early to university malaya faculty of medicine to find more rats (specifically sprague dawleys) to be dissected.what a great act of nobility to start a probable wonderful day.just another activity to ensure an exact result fr the experiment.we did that last year so why are we dissecting more cute humble innocent rats? i stood quite far as the smell of fresh blood lingers ferociously saturated around my nostrils.i saw her dissecting them one by one just like she said 'cmon lah qyna its fun! just like chopping chickens' well firstly i never chop chickens.secondly i never evaluate fun as bone-cracking limb-chopping blood-oozing eye-catching freaky dissection kind of fun.no no not that kind of fun to be exact.but i did it anyways.i did it once and i am doing it again.last year (as i recalled vividly) i tried to cut off its center stomach and the bloody rat toppled over and it was practically crawling (with sinister and gruesome-like kind of gesture) towards me.shit.i know the rat's supposed to be dead.such small twart with big pumping heart machine.after ten minutes trapped in a jar filled with chloroform you certainly expect an animal that is absurdly small to be permanently dead (as if a rat can die temporarily) i quote one of my comrade who funnily screamed 'banganglah that tikus hidop balik! shit shit shit shit' i wonder if silently the rat was whispering 'why the hell you kill me you stupid ass human' but luckily it didnt.so at least that didnt bother my sleep during the night.and so i performd the dissection.amazingly this time i did it smoothly.wee bit of proudness as i am finally learning how to cut without making screeching screams every now and then.the rat was calmly acknowledging my act of cruelty i mean my act of nobility towards him tho its cute little face managed to put a morsel of guilt while i am busy handling the procedure.i guess my vast personal experience obtained from watching GA is worthwhile after all.an afternoon made perfect with pictures taken ala ala overseas with my good friend fara.dont worry dear.you and me? we'll definitely go far to take real abroad grassy-like pictures.alright hun?

in memories -final meeting at university malaya faculty of medicine kuala lumpur and final cutting sessions.finally.i can sleep in peace.

-qyn

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